When I was tormented and in pain time and again, I truly felt the agony of being unable to breathe. I feared that kind of ending would be next to me again.
I was even more afraid of losing everything I once longed for. Coming back, the troubles piled up again and again, pressing down on me until I truly realized that this was not what I wanted. What I wanted was so simple, yet so difficult to achieve.
"Child, I am actually not swamped with work, nor am I as busy as you imagine. What I want is simply for your family to be happy, for your mother to recover her health. Perhaps all this sounds like a fantasy to you now, and you won't believe a word I say.
Child, could you try to have a little more trust in your father, even just a tiny bit? You should trust that no matter when or where, I would never do anything to harm my wife.