Ran Zhihan at this moment realized how exhausted he was living, no matter what he did or said, his husband never treated him well. He truly didn't want much, just to live the peaceful life he desired, but in the end, this is what it amounted to. Why does nothing ever turn out the way he imagined?
"Yichen, maybe this is the last time I'll call you this way in my life. I know, perhaps in your mind, I don't deserve such an affectionate address. I also understand that all these years you've genuinely loved me, but all your love for me turned into bubbles because of Chen Gang's appearance. I can't believe that all our affection over the years was just fleeting clouds, I can't believe everything was just an illusion. No matter how I try to salvage it, I can never bring back the heart that no longer loves me. Perhaps you think leaving me is the best punishment for me, but do you know? The real punishment isn't cutting off all my financial paths, but losing the happiest marriage I ever had.
