Before, my mother once asked my father if he ever loved her. Sometimes, I really want to know if there was ever love between my parents, but later I realized, my parents had a lot of conflicts. Deep down inside, I felt helpless, miserable, and conflicted.
Xia Jing knew, no matter what she said now, there was no way to make her husband trust her like he used to again. Mistakes committed must eventually be acknowledged, regardless of the difficulties the consequences might bring upon oneself, one must face them calmly. It's her own mistake, no one else can be blamed, whoever makes a mistake will face punishment from the world, that's how fair heaven is. But sometimes heaven is also unfair. Clearly knowing who she truly loves in her heart, yet repeatedly being torn apart from him, leaving her to live in the abyss of pain all her life just because of a mistake she once made!
