"Nai'er, do you know? There was a time when everyone thought I had endured quite a bit, but who really knows why I became the way I did, and why I had to choose this way to make myself different."
"Yes, you have indeed become very mature now, and that's exactly why I feel scared. Why, why do you have to become so mature? If you hadn't matured like this, how could I have lost all my chances? Yet, there's never a place for me in your heart. I truly don't understand, am I really that insignificant in your heart? Why can I never enter your innermost being? I really want to open your heart and see if there's a place for me, but I can't. I want you to live happily, not have your life's happiness and peace destroyed by my presence!"
