After I got used to selfishly leaving, I also became unaccustomed. How is this simple? It only makes my heart uneasy. And of course, watching you leave and hanging up every call quickly, hastily saying goodnight, I finally understand you want to leave me.
"Xia Jing, can you please not say things that hurt my heart? You know deep down, I really love you. For you, I've sacrificed a lot. No one understands more than you the storms we've weathered over the years. Reaching today hasn't been easy, I only wish for more understanding and tolerance between us. Why do you choose to hurt me over and over again?
Or do you think in your heart that I'm someone anyone can casually be with? What have I endured over these years? I can be with you, I can give up everything for you. I can be indifferent to everything you do even when you betray me. I just hope you can stay.
