I regret every time I drank until I blacked out. When I drank too much, it felt as if I was flying, but I never did anything to betray my wife.
One day, I ran a long, long way with the dog, holding his paw and saying we were friends.
"You're a child, I won't argue with you. But don't we need to see things clearly? You've never truly understood the twists and turns, so what do your words mean now? What do you take us for? Perhaps in your eyes, you've never seen us as family.
What am I to you then? Do you really see me as a relative? I'm your grandfather, not your prisoner. When you say these things to interrogate me today, have you considered that my heart is actually full of anguish and pain? When have you stood in my shoes and considered my feelings even a little? Every word you say might seem casual to you, but to me, it's a dagger to my heart, stabbing me over and over again. Do you know that kind of pain?
