"Dad, I never imagined living in this way, let alone hurting you like this. Doing such a thing is the deepest pain in my heart. I just wanted to give you the best of myself, time and time again, but I couldn't manage it. I don't understand when I turned into what I am now. Step by step, I pushed myself to the brink, only to find that everything I did was wrong.
You're right; no one let me down, and no one betrayed me. The one who betrayed you wasn't you, it was me. Over and over, I inflicted the heaviest harm on you. I forgot that you gave me the warmest family, taught me what family love and romantic love are. Step by step, I've come to a place where I can't distinguish which is my true self. I've lost my original heart and what used to be my unfaltering purpose has changed. I've become numb and indifferent!
