Why bother telling myself what it's all for, now that so much time has passed?
Although Zhang Zhentian feels somewhat weary living this way, at times he finds himself with no way to make any choices. This path was the one he resolutely decided to take back then, so how can he complain about the harm others have brought him, now that he has chosen this path?
"Dad, regardless of whether I'm tired or not, this was a decision I made. Since I chose this path, I will walk it step by step no matter what, no matter how arduous the road ahead may be. I will always rely on my effort to reach the end. Don't think I can't continue living; you should believe in me. I can do it, I certainly can reach the end, I won't give up easily."
Old Master Zhang knew from the start that his son had a stubborn temperament, but he never imagined that his son could stick to his decision to such an extent.
