I leaned against his chest and cried for a long time.
I cried until we both fell asleep.
At that time, he thought that when I woke up, I would follow him, and try to start over with him.
Maybe in the next life, perhaps.
But in this life, it truly isn't possible.
I don't want to burden him, don't want him to exhaust himself taking care of my already shattered heart.
I didn't fall asleep, I was just waiting for him to sleep.
Once he was asleep, I got up and picked up the phone kept beside the bed.
102 calls.
All from Xiao Ye.
He must hate me a lot now.
This is enough.
In this life, the last thing I can leave for Xiao Ye is just this.
She took a photo with Yin Bin and sent it to him.
At that moment, it probably wasn't just him who was in pain, my own heart was being continuously struck, continuously struck.
Thankfully, for me, it's about to end soon.
And this is what I can think of as the best way for Xiao Ye to live well in this world.
I'm really not worth his longing.
