However, Shangguan Xiu finally understood that even if he blinded himself, An Xiaomian would not return to his side.
He withdrew his gaze, no longer looking in the direction An Xiaomian left.
So much had happened between him and An Xiaomian, both good and bad, but he had always held on, thinking he could walk to the end with An Xiaomian.
Even though his body was suffering from aftereffects and he might not live long, he kept researching new drugs, hoping he could live a little longer, so he could accompany An Xiaomian and the two children a little longer.
But now, without An Xiaomian, his thoughts had changed.
In the future, he might follow the course of nature, to live if he could, and if not, death wouldn't be so frightening.
He had lost the motivation to fight with fate to live on.
...
In the bathroom.
