My feet are killing me. The only good thing that came with me and Sean walking to town and back is only getting to know each other. And also the food.The chocolate to be precise No one can refuse food. Or maybe I am just a foodie.
Admittedly I will have to say even with a reputation of being a play boy and with a heart that seems to be as hard as a rock, and underneath that bad boy appearance there is a caring, respectful and loving person.
But sometimes people do things to hide who they really are or try to protect themselves.They close themselves off from the world trying to protect their wounded or shattered hearts That would be the perfect explanation. Because throughout our whole 'getting to know each other' situation, I was the one doing most of the talking. But I really didn't mind because I tend to talk a lot when I am nervous or with a hot guy. I still cannot wrap my head around what happened.
Regina and Nelly choose this moment to enter. Here comes a million questions about where have I been. Says my subconscious. Can't blame them, we haven't talked in a while.
"There you are. We have been looking for you. Karen said you left with Sean." Says Regina. Should have known. News travel fast here. Karen never knows when to mind her own damn business.
Deciding to keep the explanation to the minimum, "I and Sean went to town. I was stressed so he decided to buy me a chocolate to cheer me up. Nothing much." I looked at Regina giving her the later look.
"Okay. So what did you guys talk about exactly?" asks Regina.
"Regina if Love wanted to tell us about it, she would have done so the moment we entered the door. Or maybe she would have called. And didn't you hear? She was stressed for heaven's sake. Now if you would, can you please give her some space?" said Nelly. Okay why the attitude?
"Jeez. All I was doing was just ask." Regina said with an eye roll. Nelly saw it and left but not without banging the door. Okay uhm…?
A few minutes of silence passed. "Okay now that Nelly has left, what happened? Details. I want everything." Says Regina in a demanding tone.
With a deep breath I began. "Never interrupt while I tell you this." With a nod from her I continue.
"So that day after apologizing to Nelly I went to McD, I already told you but yeah. There it was all the three boys and obviously Markus. And Sean started flirting with me. Then the whole thing with Markus having a crush on me happened. Fine. I went to Sean and asked him about it and asked him if he liked me but the answer was a NO. Later that day he came and he was pissed about something but we solved it." I take a deep breath and proceed with the explanation.
"Then after school we went to town. Well I was stresses about maths and we talked, got to know each other and had fun. By fun I mean he took my first kiss." I concluded with the juiciest. I still can't believe that he took my first kiss. I dated before but I wouldn't call that dating. But still, a kiss is a kiss.
"So you mean to tell me that you and Sean have kissed?" Regina asked after recovering from her shock. Even I would be shocked if I wasn't me.
"Well I think it is the last thing I said. But yeah we have kissed."
"Is he a good kisser?" she asked
"I would say yes but I haven't actually kissed any other guy other than him. So I really can't compare." didn't she hear the part where I said FIRST KISS??
"So you mean to tell me that you guys kissed yet he doesn't like you?"
"Afraid so man. I just wish that I knew his feelings for me."
"So something I still don't understand, how did you guys end up kissing?"
"We were talking and it got to the point where he asked if I knew how to kiss and I told him I haven't had my first one yet. So he asked if I wasn't interested in knowing how and I was like 'sure it wouldn't hurt to know. But I have no one to teach me.' Then boom Sean volunteered to teach me. And now he is my teacher in all the affectionate department. From how to touch a guy and respond to kisses and all that." I think I told her more than she needs to know.
"Wow. I see a relationship blooming this side." She said and I blushed. I just wish that he reciprocated my feelings. But I guess it is just a wish.
I would never tell her about the chocolate part. She doesn't need to know that.