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Solaris 3 ....
Black shores.....
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"My Lady, are you sure about this ...." A calm, nearly emotionless voice resounded in the air as a pair of calm purple-blue eyes stared at the person in front of them.
"I..... I am... " A black-haired woman answered in a firm tone as her golden eyes stared at a blue-haired woman with blue-purple eyes that looked like an ethereal doll , her creation.... No it would be more apt to call the woman her daughter.
"Also, don't you want to see him, too? " The Black-haired woman said with a chuckle as she stared off into the distance, reminiscing about some memories.
"I-I ... I do not know. " The blue-haired woman lowered her head, speaking in an uncertain tone.
She was just an artificial creation created to help her Lady. She was incapable of feelings or emotions. She was to be the core computational force behind the Tethis System so it could function more effectively. So, in hindsight, she was just a tool.
But from the moment she was created, she wasn't treated like that. Both her Lady and 'him' treated her like she was their family, which she couldn't understand at that time.
When 'he' left, she felt a sense of stuffiness and suffocation in her chest, especially since she could see how much his departure seemed to have impacted her Lady.
Her Lady was never the same. The smile she used to have on her face was no longer present, and even if she smiled, it seemed hollow and not genuine.
The only time she could feel happiness from her was when she talked about him or recounted events from the past.
She didn't know why but whenever her lady talked about those events she would feel a tingling in her chest and be in a good mood, which should have been impossible since she was unable to feel emotions.
But her Lady said this must be what humans call .... happiness? ....
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"Wait for me. I'll come back, and when I return, we can be a whole family again. " The Black-haired woman patted the blue-haired woman on the head, and the latter seemed a bit down because the former had left her behind.
But she didn't complain, as she understood her Lady's decision. She was too weak to help her out on this journey, and she would most likely be a burden.
"I shall take care of everything until you return " She said with conviction while gazing at her Lady who just smiled at her gently.
"Don't forget to take care of yourself ... That's what matters ... 'He' would want you to take care of yourself more ~ " Her golden eyes twinkled with mischief as she said those words....
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Camelot....
A few moments after Siegfried's death...
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Morgan had a blank expression on her face as she held her husband's corpse in her arms.
Was it all worth it?
A question rang inside her mind, a question to which the answer she already knew.
Nothing in the world was worth a moment with 'him' but she realised this too late.
Would he still be with her if she didn't do anything? Could they still be together?
Morgan didn't want the answer to those questions.
She despised him but grew to tolerate him. They understood each other better, and later, she became fond of him to the point of obsession.
Holding his corpse in her arms, she understood how much he meant to her.
But regrets were meaningless and her actions had already commenced.
Camelot was destroyed.... She killed Artoria with her own hands, but why did she not feel happy?
Why did she feel this emptiness... Even more so than before.
Morgan always felt empty inside, believing that taking Britain for herself would fill this void... But it didn't.
This feeling made her go insane if she wasn't already.
Being with Siegfried made her happy. She cherished every moment with him, and if possible, she wanted to live like that for the rest of her life, but the voices in her head wouldn't let her.
She had three personalities she had created to cope with her supernatural birth, and it didn't help that all three of them were obsessed with their husband.
{ Morgan the caring sister of Artoria : the human one , Morgan the warrior maiden: the cold but still honourable one , Morgan the witch: Cruel, vindictive , wrathful , filled with hate and bitterness}
She couldn't let go off her obsession for the throne nor her hatred for Artoria. Together with hatred , jealousy also brew within her.
Not only did Artoria claim Britain, which should have been rightfully hers, but she also took all of her father's love and hope from when she was a child.
Despite being the eldest, she was always unappreciated, leading to her hatred and envy of Artoria, who was treated like the perfect heir.
Not only had Artoria taken Britain and her father from her but she had even taken her husband from her.
Siegfried didn't betray her, but Morgan couldn't accept that he still loved Artoria and that maybe she would never measure up to Artoria in his heart.
This thought only led to her growing resentment until it couldn't be contained.
Morgan was obsessed with Siegfried, and it didn't help that all three aspects of her personality were obsessed with their husband...
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The Human part of her adored him due to his kind and sacrificing nature.
The Warrior part of her was conquered by his courage and strength.
The hedonistic witch part of her was conquered in the bed
Simple :)
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