"But the more girlfriends I date, the more I think about you. When I hold their hands, I just feel I'm betraying you. Sometimes I sigh about how useless I am, and so I tease them more recklessly. Yet, the more I do this, the more I miss you, Jin Yan. What should I do? I'm already so in love with you that I've lost myself."
Jin Yan was engulfed by an intense sourness.
An overwhelming sense of grievance rushed in. Why tell me now, and not back then? A wave of sharp pain pressed down in her heart. Her long eyelashes trembled, and her eyes grew red.
She thought she was strong and wouldn't cry.
But tears moistened her face...
Tao Siran gently kissed her hair. "Don't cry. It pains me to see you cry... The past, let it be in the past. No matter what, this time I won't let you go. I love you! I truly love you..."
Jin Yan's cheeks flushed with redness, and she felt her heart melt.
"As long as you love me, nothing else matters. I'd even die to be with you..."
"Mm... Tao Siran... I..."
