Mei Qiong wrote two suicide notes, one made public, and the other half-written, saved on her computer——————.
[I'm pregnant, and in the 30 years of my life, I never imagined that one day I would become a mother; but the fact is right in front of me, I am about to become a mother. I know that this news is not a good one for me, but at this moment I actually have a little anticipation for the arrival of this child. Yet, it is only anticipation because I cannot become someone like my mother and I certainly cannot bring my child into this world to suffer endless torment and hardship. I am already covered in wounds on this path, how can I involve another innocent life in the same kind of life?]
[I know that I am a sinner, but even a murderer has the right to love, so why shouldn't I?]
[Forget it, things have come to this——————forty million people weep together, where is the divine land at the ends of the earth]
July 15th, mid July.
