Mu Rou's shoulders slumped heavily, and she leaned back against the chair, quietly gazing out the window, her mind turning to mush.
The questions she ought to ask couldn't come out of her mouth. She feared that once she asked, her world would suddenly change its appearance! Worried that once she asked, Fu Sinian's absent-mindedness would take on a different meaning.
Over the years, even if Fu Sinian didn't say it, she mostly understood his feelings.
Knowing yet not responding, she was afraid the relationship between them would become too clear, leaving her unable to feign ignorance.
She knew she was selfish, but the first person she met was Bai Cheng'an, and the first person she liked was Bai Cheng'an! No matter how good Fu Sinian was, he was still second to Bai Cheng'an! Over the years, except for when he rushed over this afternoon and her heart suddenly raced, she had never been moved!
