Before leaving, Cheng Su also considered whether to visit Little Cheng Su at the orphanage one last time, but after much deliberation, she decided not to. She feared that if she went, she wouldn't want to leave.
She was also afraid that seeing Little Cheng Su would further confuse her and make her wonder if in her past life, things were just as they are now—did she somehow end up sponsoring herself?
If that were the case, then where exactly did she come from?
Whenever Cheng Su thought about this, her head ached, and her mind felt like a tangled mess.
This made her feel as if she had become a snake biting its own tail, stuck in an endless cycle of repetition.
The train rumbled along, pulling Cheng Su's thoughts away.
