The Senior Commander-in-Chief knows the Eastern Emperor Tai Yi too well, so he uses an advance as a retreat.
It seems to oppose the Eastern Emperor Tai Yi, yet expresses his loyalty, which actually prevents the Eastern Emperor Tai Yi from acting against him.
However, the Senior Commander-in-Chief also has some hidden worries in his heart, unsure of how long he can fool the Eastern Emperor Tai Yi.
Since he has begun to suspect me, he certainly won't let me go easily.
This time is just the beginning; in the future, I have to tread carefully, otherwise, I fear there's no avoiding a dead end.
Thinking of this, the Senior Commander-in-chief feels a sense of sorrow for himself.
Clearly accompanying the Eastern Emperor Tai Yi for so long, being his right-hand man, living and dying with him, yet still being suspected, it's absolutely impossible for him not to feel distressed.
I should find myself a way out; no one is born to die for anyone.
