She's not him, so hypocritical.
"Xiaojiu, have you been crying?"
"No, do I seem like the type who cries?" Lu Xiaojiu's voice betrayed no hint of tears, but her heart felt unbearably heavy.
"Then get some sleep."
"Goodnight."
"Goodnight."
...
Lu Xiaojiu was very upset about the study abroad situation, knowing she couldn't change Lu Yong's mind, so she went to find Tian Yi.
"I don't want to study abroad, can you talk to my dad for me?" Lu Xiaojiu said, "I just got back from studying abroad; I really don't want to go again. Do you want to go study abroad?"
"I want to go with you."
"I don't want to go." Lu Xiaojiu sat to the side, knowing it was unfair to Tian Yi. She hadn't fallen in love with him yet, only liked him as a friend. Her heart felt as if it was being squeezed, "I don't want to leave my friends and go study in a place where discrimination is rampant. You wouldn't like the United States."
"You just can't bear to leave Lu Bai, right?"
"Tian Yi..."
