The mother-son bond between her and her eldest and second sons had long been numbed by repeated pain, while with the third, all she had was guilt, so she did everything she could to treat him well. As for the youngest, her fourth child, only after having four did she feel qualified to care for this one, yet she realized she could no longer truly be good to anyone.
The only thing she could offer was to take care of him, allowing him to grow up safely.
Because she had once personally pushed away her third child, she realized she could no longer give anyone the motherly love she once had.
Old Lady Ye had died, and Mrs. Li was under her control, yet Mrs. He found that only when tormenting Mrs. Li did she feel a bit happier; otherwise, she was like a walking corpse.
Later, when a great disaster struck their hometown, they fled to the capital city, naturally leaving Mrs. Li behind.
Then, on the way, she discovered she was pregnant again, but Mrs. He only felt it was a burden.
