Under Alan's smiling gaze.
Right now.
In the past, every time he thought of the Sword God Style, he would repeatedly emphasize in his mind the "stubbornness of strength" and not think about the "possibilities" hidden behind it. Only now did he finally let go of the idea.
The 'clues' hidden under the water surface slowly emerged, and were captured, sorted out, straightened out, and clarified by his brain, and then turned into a string of thoughts that emerged in his mind.
Unfortunately, the system could only capture Alan's straightforward thoughts at the moment, which were as bright and present as a torch in the dark night.
So much so that fragments of thoughts floated by under the flames, some thoughts that were associated by the brain.
They can only be the sparks around the flames, and the fleeting shadows under the shadows.
Can't grasp the whole picture.
'I am really interested in the 'desire' of the Sword God Style, or the means of improving strength from an idealistic perspective. It started a long time ago. As you know, I spent most of my time in Buena Village discussing the Light Sword with Paul and how to improve the strength of the Sword God Style.
But unfortunately, Paul could only say that the sword was faster than his thoughts. He had not even entered the mainstream of the Sword God School, the Desire School. I did not think too far ahead, but only looked at the present moment and kept my curiosity about the Desire School. After all, I was obsessed with strength, wasn't I? .'
'*&…*Paul*…*waste*…*thing*(…*&^'
'After coming to Roja, I officially began to come into contact with the high-end combat power of the Sword God Style, but unfortunately, Gilenu's brain couldn't understand such idealistic things, so I could only explore on my own.'
'*&…*Kilenu*…*Alice*…*Is she really illiterate? *（…*&^'
'In the original novel, Alice, who had already mastered the Sword God Style, had already mastered reading and writing. It was even clearly mentioned during the tutoring period that she had very good reading, writing and arithmetic skills. Why did she forget all the knowledge she had learned after arriving at the Holy Land of Swords, learning swordsmanship for a few years, and mastering the Light Sword? Is this reasonable?
It was like a certain thought occupied her mind so much that other thoughts had no place to go in her brain. As time went by, she really forgot those thoughts and memories that were not important to her. What about Gilenu? Was she really born with a brain made of steel? Not necessarily? How did a brain made of steel learn magic and read and write?'
'*…*Knowledge*…*Toxic? *(…*&^'
Allen approached the silent system and said with a smile.
'The reason is very simple, it's not that they are born stupid, but the 'desire' created by Gar makes people 'stupid'. Just looking at their performance, those who have gone far on this path of the Sword God School have one characteristic, they only think about one thought, so that their sword heart is clear enough and their strength advances by leaps and bounds.
What is the price? It means that other thoughts in the brain need to be stored, put aside, and ignored. Then, over time, those unimportant information will be forgotten, and people will become "illiterate."
To be more specific, what was Alice thinking when she made the fastest progress in the original novel? Protecting Rudy to improve her strength, so she forgot the abilities of reading, writing, and arithmetic that she shouldn't have forgotten.
And the fastest progressing Chino made rapid progress and defeated Gar to become the Sword God. What was he thinking about during that time? It's simple, because this B thought about sleeping with Nina every day, and his eyes were all white. Let me guess, why this B was unwilling to leave the Holy Land of Sword later, because after getting married, he was anxious to sleep with his wife every day, otherwise he really couldn't sleep. '
'*…*Talent*…*Music*（…*&^'
"Follow your heart's desire, and combine knowledge and action. I think, I do. This path has obviously encountered such great resistance this year, and it is almost like crossing the river by feeling the stones. But why don't you think about changing your career path? Do you have to go all the way to this "desire"? Do you have to insist on swinging the "most perfect" sword of light?"
'&…*Hilda*…*Roxy*(…*&^*Sylphy*…*&^*warmth*…'
"Of course it's not entirely because I want to get something I've never had and have always longed for, or to make up for the regrets of the original work. Apart from those things, I am always subconsciously looking for it."
'&…*whether*…*possibility*(…*&^*'
'Looking for a possibility - if I focus on 'desire', after mastering the Sword God Style, does it mean that I can choose what is 'unimportant' in my mind and what should be 'selectively forgotten'? Can it make my thoughts simpler and allow me to focus more on what I am thinking about at the moment? '
'&…*Verify*…*Feasible*(…*&^*'
'I had already had a hint of this last night, and this morning, after I officially entered the realm of Sword King and my sword heart became clear, I got the answer.
The answer is - yes.'
'&…*easy*…*game*(…*&^*'
"Why hasn't the system spoken for so long? Is it because you don't believe it? Why don't you come and take a look?"
What am I thinking about right now?
Alan blinked and smiled widely.
The system expanded and contracted several times before Allen's eyes.
It was as if he was taking a deep breath to calm his anger that was almost unbearable.
Then.
He saw it.
Allen's current thoughts are
'Guess.'
'What am I thinking?'
besides.
Nothing else.
Twelve years.
The 'possibility' hidden beneath the surface of obsession with the Sword God Style and obsession with 'desire'.
To blossom and bear fruit.
At this moment, the system's unreasonable ability to read minds completely.
It failed.
The last two chapters are at night.
(End of this chapter)
214. Chapter 208 New and Old Grudges
214.
Some oppression began from the moment I crossed over to this world of reincarnation without a job.
If the system is real.
Then the price of failing to complete the mission is likely to be obliteration.
If the system is fake.
Well it better be true.
If it is true or false, you cannot gamble.
Then you need to be prepared for both situations.
One hand is in the light, the other hand is in the dark.
Before coming to Buena Village, Allen's original attempt was to completely ignore the dark state and complete the obvious points task, avoiding being wiped out while following the original story line. In this way, his journey of reincarnation without a job would be the easiest, most comfortable, and safest ending - even if it seemed a bit like a passerby, a bit of a "player mentality", and a bit indifferent and ruthless.
However, the system tasks during his childhood and tutoring period hit his weak spots one by one, forcing him to integrate into the world, and to be completely willing and proactive in turning this life into his own journey of reincarnation without a job.
It's just like
It's like it was tailor-made for him.
At this point, under the mutual verification of various facts, light and darkness have become completely intertwined.
So in order to protect something in the face of greater variables and make up for the regrets.
So in order to make all the people he cherishes stand by his side with a smile.
So for
In his own Re:Zero, he achieved a happy ending.
It's time to get some work done.
After all, the influence of his incitement in this life has been great enough.
But if the arrangement is completely transparent, and everything he thinks and does is completely known, just like Rudy in the original book who had never met Boss Long, it would undoubtedly be extremely deadly.
Fortunately, now.
The Sword God Style finally came to fruition.
Although the effectiveness is limited, I can only use the main idea that comes to my mind at the moment as a shield to cover up some thoughts beneath the surface.
But, he finally had room to maneuver.
It is correct to stick to the sword heart path of 'desire'.
In every aspect.
Both are correct.
Alan placed his arms on the table in a very relaxed manner, supporting his chin with his hands, and quietly watched the smoke and dust shrinking and expanding.
There was a gleam in his eyes.
Speak again.
"System, I have fewer worries now. I have thrown away some redundant thoughts and focused on the present. This is also good for my growth in the Sword God Style. Why do you seem a little unhappy?"
Once the smoke and dust stagnated, they had to form words to explain themselves.
As a result, Alan approached the system panel again.
'And you taught me that the day before yesterday, when I came out of Hilda's bedroom.'
The smoke and dust floated in front of Allen's eyes, and he once again "saw" Allen's thoughts that were emerging.
'Traveled through twelve years of rebirth and regained the spirit of youth.'
'Let go of the past, don't be so depressed, be cautious and careful in everything you do.'
'Sometimes, the more you worry, the more mistakes you make.'
"What? Have you forgotten? I remember it very clearly, every word is so precious, Tongzi."
[.I remember, I am doing this to make you happy.]
Alan smiled.
'Thank you, that's a very nice thing to say, I'll always remember it.'
[.You're welcome.]
At this point, Alan seemed to have lost interest in communicating with the system.
The system seemed to be very depressed as well, and disappeared at the speed of light.
Alan looked at the scabbard on the table that had cut through thousands of silk threads, but he turned his head to look out the window.
At the same time, he reached out and touched the letter paper on the table, which had been changed from "Book of Life and Death" to "Rescue List".
He shook his hand, and even without looking at it, the letter paper still spun beautifully in the air and was accurately screwed into the drawer.
Lock up and get up.
He gently stroked the scabbard on the table with his fingertips.
From the blade to the handle.
During the movement, he did not even turn his head, but just looked quietly at the sky through the window.
The sun was already very warm and half of the morning had passed without me noticing.
Alan rapped his knuckles on the hilt of the knife.
"It's getting late."
He turned around, picked up the knife, swept through the bedroom and opened the door.
The classroom, which normally should be occupied by arithmetic classes at this time, was empty.
He squinted his eyes and glanced at the classroom, then turned and walked to Rudy's door.
Raise your hand and push the door.
With a creak, the door of the teacher's dormitory was pushed open smoothly.
The house was also empty.
No one came back last night, so there was no need to lock the door.
Alan tilted his head to look at Rudy's bed, then, as if realizing something, turned his head away.
The classroom door was very close to the main gate of the house. The sunlight shone through the window onto the floor of the entrance, spreading to the soles of Alan's feet, and spots of light were scattered on the floor.
The only sound was the breeze blowing through the entrance, making it very quiet.
The next moment.
The door creaked open.
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