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Chapter 108 - Worst Nightmare!

As Charles finished his sentence, a silence echoed throughout the environment. The sea roared softly beneath them, a rhythm of nature that had continued long before any of them had been born, and would likely outlast them all.

Jean's hair danced in the ocean wind as she stared at the churning horizon. Her eyes no longer glowed, but they held a sorrow deeper than flame, something colder and heavier, a deep seated frustration.

She turned slowly back to face Professor Charles Xavier, his astral form standing only a few feet away, the shadows of his cloak billowing unnaturally without wind. Behind her, Maxim stood unmoving, a silent witness.

Jean's voice was quiet now, but there was no mistaking the hurt.

"You say you were afraid for me," she said, "But you didn't trust me. Not even enough to let me choose what to be afraid of myself."

Xavier's mouth tightened at the corners. He did not look away, but something in his posture seemed to recede, like a man shrinking under the weight of what he could not undo.

"I was young," Jean continued, "but I wasn't incapable. I was scared, but I was also curious. And you, " she drew in a breath, steadying the fracture in her voice, "you were everything to me back then. My mentor. My guide. Sometimes my anchor. I never questioned your judgment because I believed it was always for my good."

She paused, letting the silence stretch between them before continuing on with her statement, 

"But now, standing here, outside your walls and away from your voice… I realize how much of myself I gave up to fit the version of me you could handle."

The astral form of Xavier flinched, not with shame, but with recognition.

"I never meant to reduce you, Jean."

"I know," she said, "But intent doesn't erase damage. You're not a monster, Charles. You gave me purpose, direction, and a family. And I will always be grateful for that."

Her words softened, a flicker of that old warmth lighting her eyes for a brief second.

"But I've changed," she added. "The Phoenix didn't just unlock my power, it unlocked everything I'd buried beneath the layers you helped build. All the doubts, all the confusion, all the parts of me that kept asking if I was allowed to feel more, to be more, are awake now. And I've realized something else."

She took a slow step closer, her gaze level and unwavering as she finally said what was on her mind for quite a while.

"You are overbearing, Charles. Always have been. You guided, yes, but you also hovered. Manipulated. Nudged us all down the paths you believed we should walk, even when our feet bled. And none of us saw it for what it was, not really. We were too close."

Charles's shoulders fell slightly, his psychic image dimming around the edges.

"You're not just disappointed," he said quietly. "You're seeing me for who you think I a. Without the illusion."

Jean nodded, eyes glistening, not with tears, but clarity.

"I am."

"And?"

Jean exhaled, "And I can't look at you the same way ever again."

The words hung in the air like a final verdict. They weren't said with malice. They weren't a punishment. But they were true, and that made them irreversible.

"You'll always be part of me," she added, "and I'll always defend what you stood for. Mutants need hope. They need ideals. But I've grown past the dream you taught me to chase. I see now that survival isn't enough. Empowerment matters more."

She turned, beginning to walk away toward Maxim. As she did, she spoke over her shoulder.

"This isn't vengeance, Charles. I'm not angry anymore. But I won't let you be the voice that guides me again. That time is over."

She stopped beside Maxim, who inclined his head slightly, his expression unreadable but his energy steady.

Xavier's projection lingered for a moment more. Then he spoke, one last time.

"I never wanted to lose you."

"You didn't," Jean said, not turning around, "You just don't lead me anymore. I've grown up, I've realized not only how you act, but how idealistic you are with regards to the future of Mutants."

Jean finally said before dismissing him. Professor X sighed before dissolving the projection to nothingness, knowing him and Jean would firmly be on different paths from now on.

Meanwhile for Jean, some tears streamed down her face once he was gone, her emotions running high. Even after everything she said, she still cared so much for Charles that this was an extremely emotional moment for her.

Maxim approached for behind and placed a hand lightly on Jean's shoulder, "You did what you needed to."

Jean closed her eyes, letting the wind run through her, and nodded slowly.,"Yeah. I did."

For a long while, neither of them spoke. The sky above was darkening, and in the distance, the faint shimmer of Madripoor's city lights began to glow. But farther than that, much farther, a different light was moving.

Maxim's eyes slowly turned upward.

"They're coming," Maxim said. He had created a tag on the Death Commando he had sent back to give him information, and he had already learned that the Empire will be attacking soon.

Jean opened her eyes.

"The Empire?" she asked.

He nodded, "They're not done. D'ken will want to scorch the Earth clean if it means destroying the Phoenix."

Jean's gaze hardened, fire flickering behind her irises once more.

"Then let's meet him halfway." Jane said, the fire in her irises glowing brighter and brighter as she let her power loose.

"I'm tired of it," she said finally.

Maxim tilted his head. "Of Xavier?"

She shook her head. "Of being managed. Watched. Sheltered. Every time something larger than life appears, every time I become something larger than life, someone else decides how I should respond."

She stepped forward, her voice gaining force with every word. "But no more. I'm done waiting for permission to exist as I am. I'm done hoping others will fight for me or speak for me or solve the messes caused by fearing me."

Her gaze flicked to the stars above. Somewhere, out in that vast black, the Shi'ar armada was preparing its assault. Not just on Earth. On her.

"I want to take the fight to them."

Maxim's expression didn't shift, but there was a gleam of approval in his golden eyes. "Good."

Jean turned fully to face him, standing tall despite the storm that brewed beneath her skin, "You said they were coming. That D'ken would burn this planet to cinders just to kill me. Then we don't wait for him to show up at our doorstep. We take it to him."

"Let's go," she said, her voice calm, resolute, "Before they even think to fire the first wave."

Maxim nodded once, then turned his hand slightly. A golden rift tore into existence before them, shimmering with reality-splitting clarity, filled with cosmic motion and layered dimensions.

Through the rift, the vast silence of space called, cold and infinite, and in the far distance beyond, the pulsing heart of the Shi'ar throneworld flickered among a sea of stars.

He stepped toward it but paused, glancing back, "You'll be seen as a threat to galactic order. The moment we cross that threshold, there's no turning back. They'll call you a monster."

Jean stepped beside him, eyes locked on the path ahead,

"Then let them. I am a monster, their worst Nightmare."

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