Season: Autumn
Weather: Sunny
Day of the week: Saturday
Date: 10th March, 2024
Nobody has visited me in this locked and guarded room all day except for the lady who delivers my meals. She doesn't talk to me and I don't dare talk to her. Her face is so stern. I guess the dark shadow lord is still hiding me for some reason.
Don't tell me it's because that guy escaped and is here looking for me. It better not be.
I wonder if Bezel is safe and my parents are ok. He hasn't tried to kill them, has he?
How are my two bosses? Are they ok too? I hope they aren't worrying too much.
I don't know what to do. There's nothing to do in this little bedroom. I'm all alone and it's boring. My mind keeps drifting back to more unsavoury thoughts and memories. And then to pull myself out of that, my mind drifts to how it felt sharing the bed and shower with the dark shadow lord those other nights. And then my mind gets stuck in a rut and my body grows hot.
This is not what I was wanting to do.
At least give me some booze to help me pass the time.
Let me go back to my boring worker's life where I was not involved with any big shots, bosses or even a dark shadow lord. I don't know what I am, who I am or what's expected of me anymore. I feel so mixed up and confused.