At least, this Ishikawa Yue, on the surface, doesn't seem as disgusting and repulsive to her, instead possessing an indescribable aura of strength that captivates her. Let go a little, like Sister Jinjin said, don't be constrained by some conventional views of chastity and propriety, be intimate with him, indulge his desires, enjoy his company, satisfy his defilement, can't he also trade many benefits for herself?
But nothing is ever that simple.
When a spider ensnares a butterfly, it's not just to admire the butterfly's beauty.
Everything is about exchange, but the depth of the exchange surpasses the naive and absurd fantasies of a little girl like "I sleep with a man, and the man gives me love." The profound yet cold societal rules will never be taught in fairy tales for young girls.
