Now everything on this deserted island has nothing to do with them anymore, because they know that no matter what they do, they cannot escape this calamity.
"If everything here from beginning to end has been a mistake, if we never get the answers we want, if all this has always been for others, not for ourselves, what can we say or do, what can we strive for ourselves? No one knows, no one knows what all this is for, not even knowing what could possibly justify it."
No matter what others say or do, it is already the same, no matter what others say or do, it can no longer make amends.
Everything is for oneself, everything is for them, they never thought of doing it for others, they never thought if they don't leave Yellow Island, how could they ponder all the problems they have to miss?
It is all to make oneself learn every step, isn't it? Isn't it a missed opportunity? Then isn't it for oneself? Who can live or die for others, who can give everything for others? No one can.
