"Is there really anything that can tell us what perfection means, or anything that can tell us what is forbidden?"
They feel that they have done their best, achieved everything in life, only to realize that all their actions have been wrong. No one wanted them to do these things; it was their own choice.
Since they have already done what they considered the best in their hearts, they have already made their efforts, accomplished what they most wanted to do, then there's nothing left to be too demanding about.
Everyone and everything is so unique, yet no one knows what they should ultimately do, nor does anyone know what they will ultimately commit themselves to.
"In truth, many things in this world are wrong, many things cannot be achieved. Since you don't want to transform on this desert island, don't break through. Since you don't want to speak, then don't speak."
