Why do they have to sacrifice everything and end up not getting what they want? They do whatever they are willing to do, she speaks whatever she doesn't want to talk about. Everything has already been like this, everything can no longer tell me about studying. What can they say or do?
They have no choice, no room to know, not even knowing where they should ultimately go. They don't know what they ought to do, whether to understand, or what they should ultimately do. For what they wish to do, they only know everything here is wrong.
They truly have no way of knowing what they should be doing because they feel they have already made too many mistakes. They simply have no choice, no idea what they will ultimately become. She believes others care about her as a whole, like no one has ever cared for her before.
