I knew Haruna was lying about crying because she missed her mom. Using my telepathy, I delved into her true thoughts, which struck me like a physical blow: she was heartbroken because I had left her.
[Oh god, he's right there. Why does he have to look so good even when he's angry at me? I can barely breathe. What if he never talks to me again? What if he never even looks at me again? The thought makes my chest hurt so bad. I pushed him away last night when all I really wanted was for him to hold me.]
[And now... now I've ruined everything. He must hate me. Why did I say those things? Why did I push him toward Hannah when I knew... I knew he wanted me. And now he's sitting right there looking at me like I'm nothing to him, and it's killing me. I don't know what to do. I don't know how to fix this. Maybe I should just...]
