From a young age, while others had a father, she did not. Others had their mother's affection, but she lacked that too. When she finally met someone she liked, she strived to improve herself, to become excellent enough to be worthy of him.
But then she realized it was all just her own wishful thinking. Before she could better herself, he'd already fallen for someone else.
Why was it that what others easily possessed was so difficult for her?
All she wanted was for someone to care about, to love her. Why couldn't even that be possible?
"Nobody doesn't care about you!"
Xu Jiayan said to her, "When they found out about your accident, Professor and Madam were worried sick. As long as you were in the surgery room, they stood outside for just as long. Despite their age, they still have to fret and stress over you every day. You should live well for their sake at least. Don't let them hear what you said earlier; it would break their hearts."