I really couldn't tell how much I missed him and it's really been a long time I loved him at first sight but after learning how he is ...I ignored and hide my emotions but that were taking me nowhere cause I kept feeling something for him and I told his cousin sister that I really miss him but then nothing to do cause he was nowhere to be seen but right now while sitting on my couche I just see him and what makes me happy now is that I just kissed him am so happy to know that and his lips was so soft and wet I wanted to kiss him even more but couldn't cause he was rushing and now I can say that am okay after seeing him
For real I cannot even understand myself this man I just kissed right now is different from the Guy I wrote about into the past five or six chapters this one is called marcellin and the first one is Zagabe I really don't understand myself I fall so fast and I fall for real cause anyone who shows me love I just follow even though they lie about it and I know that they lie but I keep enjoy it
Too bad when you fell for a man he gives you more than thousand reasons why you should give up on him just like this one I don't know but he gives me a reason to give up on his love.
While studying he called me asked me for a money "hello,how are you doing"he asked me over the phone
"Am fine"I replied
"I want money....if you got some you can back me up"he said
I thought about it and some how I become stunned but ignored
"Sure...it's fine let me do that"I said
And after that I sent the money to him but after I was asking myself if this is the man who can support me?
Who can love me deeply?
I really no longer understand men .
It's overwhelming.