▪︎ Petal of Salvation " 2nd Lunaria " 4:40 PM (The Underworld Year 1056, Kiravisu, Amethyst Core Mission Day 9)
As the agony tore into me for thirty minutes straight, my consciousness began slipping away. Yet, losing my senses didn't ease my suffering in the slightest. I knew, instinctively, exactly what would happen if I gave in and passed out from the sheer physical pressure.
I saw phantom flashes of things I never wished to revisit: terrible past mistakes, agonizing failures, and memories I had desperately buried. It was an ordeal far beyond what I thought I could endure. It felt almost cruel for this trial to force all of these horrors onto me, and so suddenly at that.
I hate it. I hate it. I hate it. It hurts, it hurts so much.
