Seele's heart was now pounding violently. She couldn't calm down, and thus couldn't hear Dark Seele's voice in her mind, but White Seele could feel Dark Seele's emotions.
Is she angry because what I said wasn't detailed enough? Does my other self want me to be more specific, to truly convey her feelings to Brother Ryn as well?
Yes, Seele will do her best!
So Seele paused for a moment, quickly organized her thoughts, and spoke to Ryn more seriously and sincerely:
"Actually, Dark Seele's heart is even emptier than mine, even emptier than Brother Ryn's..."
Dark Seele: "A frame-up! A complete frame-up!! I have a TV and the Stigmata library here, I have everything I want! I'm not empty at all!"
White Seele: "Her personality isn't good either, even worse than a friend I knew at the orphanage. She's always acting fierce, constantly shouting things like 'What are you looking at? Look again and I'll kill you,' 'Die, you trash,' 'Your head is too high, kneel before me,' and so on..."
Dark Seele: Hey, hey, hey, why does it sound so embarrassing when someone else says those things!! Seele, stop talking!
When Dark Seele heard Seele imitating her and repeating what she had said, she instantly turned into a steam engine, so embarrassed that she wanted to dig her way through the Stigmata Space with her feet to escape this world.
White Seele: "Her terrible personality, coupled with her existence as a Stigmata Consciousness that ordinary people can't perceive... has led to her having almost no friends besides us...
Plus, as a Stigmata, she inherited some bad memories from the person who became the material for the Stigmata.
This caused her to form the idea that as long as she has no friends, she won't suffer that kind of 'harm.' Her terrible personality is actually a 'protective coloration' she developed later. It protects her, and it protects others."
"..."
Dark Seele fell silent. She quietly returned to her room and used her authority as a Stigmata Consciousness to call up the bad 'memories' White Seele had mentioned, deleting them completely.
Although she didn't know how Seele had seen them, those were nightmares of the Previous Era. They didn't belong to White Seele, nor should they belong to her.
She hugged her knees, sitting on the floor for a long time without a word, lost in thought.
White Seele didn't notice Dark Seele's abnormality and continued to speak.
"It is precisely because she has lost that she knows how to cherish even more..."
Seele seemed to remember something and whispered a little secret in Ryn's ear.
"My other self actually likes Brother Ryn even more than I do!"
"!"
Ryn looked at Seele in shock, filled with disbelief. Although he knew Dark Seele was a tsundere, that girl was always shouting about wanting to kill him, making Ryn unsure if Dark Seele really liked him.
So, Dark Seele is actually a classic tsundere who's all talk but deep down has a soft spot?
"Mmm-hmm."
Seele cleared her throat, then imitated Dark Seele, putting her hands on her hips, tilting her head back with her eyes closed and her face turned away, but her eyes were peeking at Ryn through the slits between her eyelids.
"Ahem... Hmph! Who cares about that bastard? It would be best if that guy died outside."
Then Seele squatted down on the spot again, sullenly drawing circles on the bed with her finger.
"It's the twelfth sunset in this Bubble Universe, the seventh cycle of Honkai energy growth in my body... It's been so long, and Ryn still hasn't come to find us... Could he have forgotten about us?"
After speaking, White Seele clapped her hands and stood up, saying cheerfully: "See, it's pretty much like that. Dark Seele says she doesn't care and isn't concerned, but in reality, she cares a lot! Whenever she has a free moment, she's in her secret cabin counting down when Brother Ryn will come!"
Watching Seele's spot-on imitation of Dark Seele, Ryn's mind seemed to conjure up images of Dark Seele during those times, and a happy smile couldn't help but spread across his face.
Arrogant and overbearing on the outside. But in reality, Dark Seele was very gentle with him. Sometimes she even wanted to say something, but her foul mouth forced her to suppress her vocabulary, leaving her unable to say anything, which was an adorable contrast. What could be happier than having a cute wife? It's that this cute wife's heart and eyes are filled with you.
Ryn sighed deeply, then took Seele's hand and pulled her to sit beside him.
"I'm sorry. There's a lot going on in the prime world, so sometimes it takes a long time before I can come to the Sea of Quanta to find you..."
"It's okay, Seele understands. We've gotten used to the emptiness and loneliness of the Sea of Quanta. When Brother Ryn will arrive, this hard-to-predict uncertainty adds some surprise and anticipation to our boring lives."
"Mmm, after we travel to the Previous Era this time, I'll take you back to the prime world. I'll give you back the normal life that should have been yours. You can sleep as long as you want every day, play however you want..."
"Mmm, thank you, Brother Ryn!" So as not to disappoint Ryn's expectations, Seele forced a smile as she thanked him.
Ryn could see that Seele wasn't as happy as when she first found out she could return to the prime world, so he asked curiously:
"What's wrong? Is there something in the Sea of Quanta that you can't bear to part with?"
"No... It's just, it's just... I find that I don't seem to be looking forward to returning to the prime world anymore..." Seele released her arm from around Ryn and lay down on her side on his lap.
"If we go back to the prime world, then Brother Ryn will be busy again, right? Not just with work, but Brother Ryn will also have to spend time with Kiana and the others...
Every day, besides sleeping and resting time, there are probably only thirteen or fourteen hours... In that case, the time we spend together, when divided up, will be too short...
But in this ocean, in the Sea of Quanta, Brother Ryn's time belongs entirely to Seele. Seele can be as spoiled as she wants in Brother Ryn's arms, doing whatever she wants to do with Brother Ryn!"
Ryn gently stroked Seele's head. He was also troubled by what Seele said, because there really wasn't enough time...
"Seele, although I really want to say that my love for all of you is equal... that's not realistic or possible... Everything has its priorities. I can't make you any promises, nor can I do something like setting aside a fair amount of time.
I can only promise one thing: we still have the rest of our lives ahead of us. I will always, always be with you, standing by your side.
Perhaps a day on Earth is very short, but what if we calculate it in cosmic time?
I am a black hole. I have captured all of you within my gravitational field. I can't let you go, and I certainly won't let you escape. I want to grant you eternal life, so that you may be with me forever and ever."
"Mmm, Seele will also be with Brother Ryn forever!" Seele nodded happily and snuggled up to Ryn affectionately.
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