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Chapter 129 - Chapter 128:I Still Choose You

The hospital smelled of bleach and lilies, a clean scent .

Machines drew slow, patient lines of sound; a monitor blinked like a mute metronome. Maya stood with one hand on Zeyla's sheet and the other curled around a paper cup she did not drink. 

Doctors had wrapped a label around the thing that had happened and taped it shut: psychosomatic trauma, stress-induced coma. The words were tidy and useless. Maya listened to them because people ask for reasons when they cannot confront absence. She remembered, over and over, Zeyla's last whisper: "Don't let her open the book again." The phrase was a splinter she could not pull from her mind.

When Maya moved through the estate that night the air remembered her footsteps before she took them. Hallways lengthened into sentences; the chandeliers swung with an attention that felt like listening. She felt, more than saw, the change before she arrived at Noor's wing.

Then Fiora happened. She did not walk so much as arrive, a column of silver-blue sewn from moonlight and older mercies. Seven shadowed attendants followed, bowed like prayers, faces lowered . The robe that folded over Fiora's shoulders had no seam the eye could find. Her beauty was not for delight; it was a measurement.

Maya's hand went to the pistol at her hip and stayed there like a reflex that remembered its obedience. The instinct to fight and the instinct to understand argued aloud in her ribs. Fiora's gaze touched her like a scale.

"You should not stand here," Fiora said. Her voice was small, precise not loud enough to command.

"I am a guard," Maya answered. The truth tasted thin. "I will not hide."

Fiora paused. The faintest grief moved in her face, small as dust. "You are not made for the fields where they plant their stakes," she said. "Go. Breathe elsewhere for three days."

Maya's anger rose like a hand within her chest. "Why—what happened to Zeyla?" It was not only a question; but a demand.

Fiora's fingers brushed Zeyla's blanket. "She touched what should not be touched," she said. 

It would have been enough to send anyone away, but then the doors behind Fiora whispered and the room shifted as if a chord had been struck. Noor entered, the silk she wore drank the light; the dark of it was clean and deliberate. She sat and the air reorganised around her like water around a stone. 

To the attendants she was Liege. To the house she was ledger. To Maya she was something precise and mechanical in its enormity. Noor looked at Fiora as if reading a page long memorized. Noor looked at Maya briefly.

"You risked much," Fiora said. She said it without pleading. 

Noor's answer was a thin thing: "There are debts that will not be paid by other hands." She did not raise her voice. 

The attendants knelt. The woman who had struck Maya only moments before — who had moved with lightning that tasted like threat — lowered herself in a gesture so complete it resembled kneeling to a relic. Even the bravest bowed, and when the air shifted in Noor's presence it pressed at Maya's lungs until iron rose in her mouth.

The world narrowed. Maya tasted blood at the back of her throat without having cut herself. The moment known as choice closed like a fist. Noor's eyes, dark and siren line, held only scale.

"Leave," Fiora said to Maya at last, and touched a palm across Maya's sternum with a gesture that was less gesture than permission. The force that had been pressing her ebbed. She fell to the marble with air coming ragged and raw, and when she could stand she moved away as if bound by new, invisible ropes.

When the door shut behind her the latch sounded like a bell tolling a verdict.

Inside, Noor and Fiora spoke in clauses that resembled ledger entries. 

"I cannot leave," Noor said once. "This is the edge where what I touch keeps being rewritten."

Fiora reached and let Noor's hand rest in hers for a long count. "Then I will remain where your shadow touches the ground," Fiora answered.

She left later, appearing again in the corridor to speak directly to Maya and Zeyla. Her face showed tiredness heavier than any sleep. "For three days," she said, "stay away from her. If you value the life that clasps your chest, respect that boundary."

Maya wanted to argue. She had questions about duty and loyalty ,about her. She wanted reasons that would fit on a clipboard. Fiora shrugged with a sorrow : "Not every reason is a map."

When Fiora's attendant touched Zeyla's forehead and muttered something that sounded like a prayer and something like a calculation, Zeyla inhaled and the machine's rhythm faltered into a more human pace. Her eyes blinked open like someone surfacing in cold water.

The dream came to her in fragments , not in words but in images that bruised the back of her head: a slab of black glass set in sand, a hand laid upon a ledger that had no margins, letters that moved like fish. She felt an obligation wrapped around her ribs and a sound like a page being turned in a book that resented being looked at. 

"Do you remember,what happened to you?" Maya asked, voice small and guilty in the antiseptic corridor.

Zeyla forced a smile that was mostly a scar. "I remember a road," she said. "I remember sand and a slab of glass. I remember touching something that did not..uhhh. But not the thing itself."

Fiora's eyes, when she looked at Zeyla, were not unkind. They were ledger-like. "Some pages will not suffer witnesses," she said. "To look is to be written onto the page."

Zeyla swallowed. The room tasted of lilies and old linen and the aching fact of having been found inadequate by a task whose outlines she could not even hold. 

Noor, alone again with the house's lungs, sat by the window and watched the morning ripen like a bruise. When she spoke to empty rooms her voice did not ask for forgiveness; it made arrangements. "Not yet," she said, a calculation. "It is not ready to be opened."

Maya left with a bruise under her ribs and the coal-sense of being alive only because someone else permitted it. Zeyla slept with the spider lily on her chest — white as an unanswered question and red at the center like a wound that refused closure. 

At night, long after the house had stilled, Noor lifted a single hand and let the window take her reflection. The glass answered her with a strange pity. 

"Not yet," she repeated into the dark. The word was both lullaby and sentence. The house breathed with the patience of people who have practiced keeping secrets until they become bones. 

Suddenly while walking back,Fiora felt the shift long before sight could confirm it.The estate's corridors, always still, began to hum at a frequency too low for hearing.Dust trembled on the lamps. The breath of the house changed direction.

Something had crossed over.

She did not need to turn to know who it was.The air around Sanlang always smelled faintly of rain that would never fall.

Fiora kept her spine straight, her face composed.

The walls brightened.A thin line of light ran from ceiling to floor, widening into a pulse that filled the space between breaths.Noor stepped through.

For a moment Fiora's heart faltered.

Fiora lowered herself one pace, the smallest gesture of reverence.The air pressed against her lungs until speech felt like trespass.

Noor's voice arrived before her gaze did soft, amused.

"Still peering where even silence has no name, Fiora?"

Fiora bowed her head further.

"Even I couldn't cross a threshold without your will, my Liege."

Noor's eyes softened ; it was both acknowledgment and warning.Behind her, the veil thinned, and light leaked through in long, trembling lines.

Her attention remained on Fiora.

"You came again," Noor said quietly, more to herself than to anyone else."Always the same path."

Fiora's throat tightened.

"I follow where you walk, my Liege. Until you call me back."

For a moment the faintest smile touched Noor's lips , an expression so sad it almost resembled mercy.

"The call is answered," she said. "Return."

Fiora hesitated only long enough to let the weight of those words settle in her chest.Then she inclined her head. "As you will."

She turned away, steps soundless, careful not to look again at the trembling veil.She knew the cost of witness.

Behind her, Noor faced the thinning light.The veil shimmered once, revealing Sanlang's reflection.

Fiora reached the end of the corridor, paused, and glanced back one last time.Noor stood before the mirror, her face reflected twice one image serene, the other ghosted with sorrow.

And in that low, measured voice that could bend heaven and hush storms, Noor whispered:

"I still choose you."

The mirror clouded, swallowing the light.Fiora bowed her head once more and left the room to its silence.

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