Lailas pov
I still cannot get rid of the nervousness why I'm always like this I have anxiety problems whenever I'm going to do something, ``ok that's it kids let's eat Jay come on it's time to eat" mom said urging every one jay came inside and we all started eating it was really good mom looks worried and Happy because her kids are going away from her. But she will be ok after sometime I need to send her letters if I can but it's mostly won't happen because of their security system. Dad would be ok too after we all left but Amanda will be sad though. We finished our breakfast dad left for work mom went to get something from witch grandma my brother's and uncle neil left to pack their stuff mine is packed but I'm gonna check my list again amanda came with me cause we share the same room ``sis I got a surprise for you you will like it "Amanda said ``don't tell me you bought something with your savings I told you save it for future use sis"I said clearly annoyed with her she buys thing's without telling anybody use all of her savings without thinking about her future this kid how is she gonna survive ``what did you bought this time it better be useful or we are gonna sell it right now"I told her `` don't worry sis it's useful for you, well since you have some memory problems I thought of buying a recording device and a video camera so you can record stuff for yourself you record your classes and check it out when you forget what the teacher's told you"she said it like a normal thing ``oh come on sis you don't have to do this I told you to save the money for your self not to buy these things for me " I'm annoyed by this kid sometime she doesn't think or consult me before making decisions how is she gonna survive this world she is not thinking of herself properly ``don't worry sis I've saved enough for me this is a gift from me and mom too we know you need this the Guy's are not gonna help with studies they have their own things to do so this is from us a small departing gift so you will always remember us whenever you use it take care of it ok "she said it like I'm leaving her forever like I'm going to never come back ``fine don't do this again we cannot return it now when you removed its tag's though"I said looking at it carefully both the video camera and the recording device they look pretty nice in my favourite colour black with the company logo in silver colour VISCOUNT that's the name it's a famous company around the world there product's are at reasonable price with good quality I pretty much love their stuff all of the thing's are what we can afford. I wonder what disaster this thing is gonna bring for me since Jay doesn't like amanda buying me new things I need to hide these things from him. ``Thank you sis it means a lot to me I will use it but I need to do it secretly so no one will find it I don't know if the university will allow it there and the professor's will like it being recorded and need to hide it from jay to you know or else he will break it" I told her ``I know use the recording device on class use the camera for trainings stuff so you can learn the fighting technique's by watching them it wouldn't be that much a disaster ok"she said saying nonchalantly like no big deal she is so silly, fine it's just a camera whats the worst that could happen I'm overthinking stuff again.