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Chapter 95 - Chapter 95 – Between the Silence

The sun was soft through the curtains when Evelyn opened her eyes. For once, no footsteps echoed from the hallway, no pans clattered in the kitchen. The usual Saturday morning stir of family life had quieted—either everyone was out or respectfully leaving her to herself.

She stretched beneath the blanket, a long, contented sigh slipping out. Her muscles were still sore with tension from yesterday, but it felt different now—like the ache after standing your ground too long, not like shrinking into yourself.

Her phone buzzed with a message.

Adrian:Sleep in. Eat something sweet. Be completely unproductive. Doctor's orders.

She smiled, typing back one-handed.

Evelyn:Too late. Already halfway to the "sweet" part. There's leftover strawberry mochi from last night.

Adrian:The rare, powerful home-treat energy. Don't waste it.

A Room Frozen in Time

Evelyn wandered into her old bedroom—technically still hers, though most of her college life lived in her campus dorm now. The space looked untouched. Posters still clung to the walls—bands she no longer listened to, quotes from movies she'd forgotten. Her bookshelf was cluttered with both high school textbooks and sketchpads, old awards and trinkets from childhood.

She sat down on the edge of the bed, fingers brushing the spine of a worn sketchbook. The corner had her old doodle of a fox, hastily drawn in blue pen. She smiled faintly and opened it.

There they were—sketches of characters she once imagined, half-finished comic panels, dreamy scenery shaded in with stubborn pencil marks. Some were clumsy, uneven. Others still whispered something powerful. She flipped through them slowly, each page like an echo of a version of herself she'd left behind.

Somewhere in the middle, she found a page with a tiny comic strip: a girl standing at a crosswalk, paused in thought while the world rushed by behind her. No words. Just three panels.

Evelyn traced the girl's outline. "I forgot how much I used to love this," she whispered.

Nostalgia and Noise

Her mom had left a note on the kitchen counter: Went to the market with Aunt June. Be back late. There's soup in the fridge. xo

It made something in Evelyn unclench. The silence stretched out like a friend, not a threat.

She made toast, poured tea, and let herself sit at the dining table without checking her phone, without thinking of scripts or classes. Just the soft sounds of birds outside and the crackle of butter melting into bread.

In the living room, the old piano waited in its usual corner.

She hadn't touched it in months.

Evelyn sat down slowly, letting her fingers rest over the keys. The wood was a little dustier than she remembered. She pressed one note, then another—hesitant at first, then falling into the rhythm of an old lullaby she used to play as a child. Her body remembered what her mind had forgotten.

She wasn't brilliant. But she didn't have to be.

The melody filled the quiet space around her, and for once, she didn't think about how she sounded—just how it felt.

An Unexpected Call

It was close to mid-afternoon when Evelyn picked up her phone again and hovered over Adrian's name. She stared at it for a while.

They hadn't talked much on the phone before. Texts, yes. Voice notes, definitely. The occasional call when something was urgent. But this would be… different. Not about a project. Not about a breakdown.

Just… because she wanted to hear his voice.

She pressed the call button before she could second-guess herself.

He picked up on the second ring. "Hey."

His voice was warm. Relaxed.

"Hi," she said, then laughed softly. "Sorry. That came out weirdly shy."

"No, it was cute. You okay?"

"I'm good. Just… wanted to hear someone who feels like home."

There was a pause. Not awkward, just charged in the best way.

"You've been on my mind all day," Adrian said quietly. "I didn't want to crowd you, but I kept wondering what your quiet day would look like."

She smiled. "There was mochi. Old sketchbooks. I played the piano. Badly."

"Still sounds like poetry."

"I even found this dumb comic I drew years ago. It was so simple, but it felt like it said something. Like… maybe I've always been trying to tell the same story, just in different ways."

Adrian hummed. "And what do you think that story is?"

Evelyn leaned back into the couch, her eyes drifting shut. "Someone looking for a space where she doesn't have to shrink to fit. A space where she gets to grow instead."

A soft exhale came through the line. "That's exactly what I see when I look at you."

She felt her heartbeat in her throat.

"You don't even need to say anything," Adrian added. "I just… I want to be someone who helps you grow, not someone who edits you."

"You already are," she said.

They stayed on the line, not rushing to fill the silence. He told her about the random street artist he'd passed on the way to class. She told him about the old neighbor's cat still sitting on their porch like it owned the place. The conversation had no purpose and didn't need one.

It was the kind of call you remember even after you hung up.

Before the Sky Fades

That evening, Evelyn sat out on the front porch, wrapped in an old hoodie, legs curled beneath her. The sky was streaked in violet and gold. She sketched a little in the corner of her notebook—not anything planned, just loose lines and gentle shapes.

She drew the girl from her comic again. But this time, the girl was stepping off the curb—not rushing, not stopping, just… moving forward.

Her phone buzzed again. Another message from Adrian.

Adrian:When you get back, let's go somewhere quiet. No plans, just you and me. I want more moments like today.

She typed back slowly.

Evelyn:Me too. More slow. More real.

She looked back up at the sky. The day hadn't fixed everything. But she hadn't been pretending. She hadn't been shrinking.

And that, in itself, was enough.

Chapter 96 – What We Talk About When We Don't Talk

The dining table was mostly quiet, save for the clink of forks against ceramic and the low hum of a radio in the background. Evelyn sat between her father and her cousin Mira, who had come over with her parents for a casual Sunday lunch. It wasn't a big family gathering—just enough people to stir a light tension in the air, the kind that lingered more in what wasn't said than what was.

Her mother had floated around the kitchen all morning, orchestrating the meal with subtle pride. Evelyn helped where she could, but she had sensed the shift in her place within the house. Not quite a guest. Not quite a resident.

Her father, quiet as always, hadn't said much during lunch. But he hadn't looked away either. Occasionally, she caught him watching her—not in judgment, but in study. He chewed slowly, and nodded along to others' stories, but there was something unreadable in his gaze.

It wasn't until they started clearing the table that he finally said, "Do you want to sit with me outside for a bit?"

Evelyn blinked. "Sure."

The Porch Conversation

The front porch smelled faintly of pine and last night's rain. Her dad leaned back in one of the wooden chairs, a thermos of tea in his hands. Evelyn sat beside him, wrapping her sweater tighter around her frame.

They were quiet for a while. She wasn't sure if he was gathering words or just sitting in the silence.

He took a sip and finally spoke. "You're a little different this time."

Evelyn smiled faintly. "Good different?"

He nodded. "Yeah. Not louder. Not colder. Just… like you've been living in a place where your voice had more room."

"That's probably true," she said softly.

"You've always been thoughtful," he added. "But thoughtful kids sometimes grow up to be people who overthink themselves right out of their own lives."

She let that sit.

"I used to think if I stayed quiet enough, I could make things easier for everyone," she admitted. "But all it did was make me invisible."

He turned to look at her fully. "Your mom… she wants the best for you. She just doesn't always understand how to listen to what you think 'best' means."

"I know."

"She pushes hard," he said. "But I see what you're doing now. You're not pushing back to argue. You're just trying to hold your ground."

Evelyn exhaled slowly, surprised at how seen she suddenly felt.

"I just want to have room to figure things out. Without already being told what the answers are."

Her dad gave a slow nod. "I didn't always agree with the paths my parents laid out either. And sometimes I followed them anyway. I don't know if that was strength or fear."

"Do you regret it?"

He took a moment before answering. "No. But I do wonder what would've happened if I'd listened more to my discomfort. It's a strange thing—learning to trust that the uneasy feeling might be trying to teach you something, not scare you away."

That landed deeper than she expected.

"I'm still learning that," Evelyn said. "Adrian has been helping, in his way."

Her father raised a brow, curious but not pressing.

She chuckled. "He listens more than he talks. And when he does talk… it's never about who I should be. Just… who I already am."

"That sounds rare," he murmured. "And important."

She looked over at him, realizing this might be the first time they'd talked so openly in months—maybe years. Maybe ever.

"Thanks," she said softly.

He glanced at her again. "For what?"

"For not turning this into a lecture."

"I never saw the point of raising my voice when I knew yours was growing."

Later, in the Quiet Room

Mira found her in the upstairs guest room, where Evelyn had taken a moment to herself. Her cousin knocked softly on the doorframe.

"Hey. Mind if I come in?"

Evelyn nodded. "Sure."

Mira stepped inside, settling beside her on the small loveseat near the window. She was older by just a couple of years—had already graduated, worked part-time at a design firm, and lived in a cozy apartment a few towns away. She had always been that mix of cool and composed that Evelyn admired from afar.

"You looked like you were in a headspace," Mira said gently.

"Just processing," Evelyn replied. "I had a pretty rare heart-to-heart with my dad."

"That is rare," Mira said, amused. "Good rare or heavy rare?"

"A little of both."

Mira nodded. She was quiet for a moment, then tilted her head. "Do you ever feel like coming home makes you forget who you are outside of it?"

Evelyn blinked. "Yes. All the time."

"I used to come back and immediately shrink," Mira said. "Like I was that fifteen-year-old again who needed approval just to wear eyeliner. Even now, I come in and start second-guessing how I speak, what I say, like I'm being reabsorbed into this family mold."

Evelyn let out a breath. "It's so validating to hear you say that."

"It took me a while to figure out that it wasn't about escaping home. It was about not letting it rewrite me every time I returned."

Evelyn nodded slowly. "I've been trying to… draw my shape. Without erasing theirs."

Mira smiled at that. "You're doing okay."

"I feel like I keep making people uncomfortable, though."

"Maybe they need that discomfort. Maybe you're helping them grow too."

Evelyn leaned her head back against the wall. "You always make things sound so balanced."

"Please," Mira scoffed. "You should've seen me cry in my car outside Aunt June's house last Easter."

They both laughed—genuine, belly-deep laughter that lingered.

As the Day Fades

That night, Evelyn journaled a little. Drew a sketch of the porch, the curve of her father's shoulder as he leaned into the light. She added a second drawing—of Mira, legs crossed at the windowsill, half turned in that exact way she listened when she meant it.

The page was captioned with a simple sentence: I think I'm learning how to stay soft in hard places.

She paused, then pulled out her phone.

Evelyn:I had a weirdly healing day.

Adrian:Tell me everything.

And she did.

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