The saliva was poring out of my mouth, I couldn't regain my senses and was frozen with fear, my helpless mind and my inactive nerves.
It you are questioning about my mental strength then let me tell you that it helps me to regain composure, mind attacks and such. But, not my disgust towards these daily small things that we know are present but we ignore them and not give any importance.
Right now I could feel my nerves crawling over me as well my skin over it, the every movement of these such beings was what I was instinctively feeling, watching as well experiencing.
I don't want to do it, I can't, is what I said to myself while I relaxed somewhat and got,
[Indomitable Spirit is achieved]
[Lv. 1]
I felt like I could take a small breath more easily, the feeling was adjusted to me as I was getting used to these disgust towards such things I never experienced.
Anything is not disgusting if it is observed carefully, it's a part of life. Only mentality about the things is what changes the coarse. The bacteria are around us, its nothing new but the feeling of observing and actually feeling the constant presence is new for me.
I though of all these things to calm myself.
Ok, I am calm.
The growth ability is not perfect, but not as much flaws for someone to counter it well. My mission was to defeat these organisms that I discovered the feeling of just now.
I heard a voice,
"Can you hear me?"
The voice took me by shock because it seemed like the 'Screechy' sounds were all over around me.
I responded to "Yes"
"It seems that you are the type to talk, not fight soon."
"Well that works for me, I want to ask for your patience and let us communicate freely first"
I agreed with its judgement, and it asked me,
"My friend, let me ask if you consider yourself a higher being?"
"I know from human standards, you people consider that every life has some worth and it should not be neglected, my life or more like every life of our smaller beings is destroyed in millions within a second. Even if their life was a few minutes away, are we not even required to live that?"
I said him," In my opinion, the life of a single cell organisms like you would already be pretty slow as how small you are, the intelligence you gained is maybe temporary."
He was quite hurt, but if we say generally then the amount these organisms grow to is literally immeasurable even in a mili second.
It asked me again," Does your life matters more than mine? Or is every life equal."
'I can't take any risks, what to say now.'
My thoughts were out and he surely heard it and said to me," Don't worry and tell the true words and thought you have about it."
I then said, " Every life is equal and precious, but not every life is important, because if the life ends for you then even the existence can be forgotten and erased."
"Let me ask you now, if some living beings die then the inside bacteria will most likely be able to live but can't survive in a open environment, but if those ones live then many generations of yours will be alive and keep on living in the mortal cycle."
He seemed to have understood and I got the feeling of him like a curious child, let me tell you though that I am a high school student.
It then asked," Is Earth's life important or the most important person's life on earth is more needed? This will be my final question, please..."