For the past ten years, Shi Nuan suffered in silence, enduring endlessly, seldom sharing her troubles with anyone else.
Not even Shen Zui and Song Yichuan, she never spoke of it.
Ji Xia knew a lot about her, but her deeper, more profound sadness, wasn't necessarily known to Ji Xia.
She definitely needed an outlet, of any kind.
But perhaps having endured for too many years, too many years, she was already weary of many things.
Including outlet, she felt it wasn't necessary anymore.
Yet now, as she screamed loudly, unabashedly, releasing years of emotions along with her scream.
That feeling was indeed thrilling.
Her fingers with Song Yansheng's, were tightly intertwined, never once letting go.
At some moment, she truly felt grateful, grateful to have Song Yansheng by her side, deeply thankful for everything Song Yansheng had done for her.
She wanted to love Song Yansheng deeply, to love him well for the girl he once secretly adored...
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