Shi Nuan didn't know what Song Yansheng meant; now that the two of them were like this, what was that supposed to mean?
Maybe she shouldn't care about these things; after all, she and Song Yansheng were together, and that was what mattered most.
But there was still a bit of awkwardness in her heart, and she couldn't say why.
Shi Nuan thought that, by and large, there was still some blame for her in Song Yansheng's heart.
Even if nothing had actually happened between her and Shen Zui, she had gone to see him, and she had hidden it from him; he did care about that, he was angry about it.
Or maybe he was blaming himself too—blaming his own carelessness, blaming himself for letting everything become what it was now, to the point that he wanted to punish himself a little?
Shi Nuan couldn't get a read on Song Yansheng's thoughts, and it saddened her; after being married to him for more than half a year, she still seemed not to understand him.
