Hey guys :(Sorry for disappearing for so long. I wanted to tell you that I couldn't post new chapters of my novel because I was working at a debt collection call center and… it was awful. Seriously. It messed me up so bad.
Every day I woke up anxious, my stomach in knots, feeling like I wanted to throw up. Just thinking about calling people to collect debts made me feel sick, and it was even worse when they yelled at me, insulted me, or just hung up before I could even speak. I felt like trash.
I really tried to push through, I swear I did, but I just couldn't take it anymore. I quit after two weeks. I had headaches every day, cried after every shift, and I felt like I was slowly shutting down inside. They haven't given me my final paycheck yet, but I hope that gets sorted soon.
Now that I'm out of there, I'm trying to recover and go back to doing what I love. I'll upload a news chapters this week, I promise And I'll start looking for another job—something that won't destroy me emotionally. Thank you for sticking with me and for being patient.