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Chapter 18 - Chapter 18;Hey... Anna?

INT. LIVING ROOM –

The room was quiet, heavy with the weight of everything unspoken. Jason sat beside Amber, his face serious but soft, as if bracing himself. Andy sat across from them, hands clenched in her lap, muscles tense beneath her hoodie. Kimberly lingered in the kitchen doorway, giving space.

Amber looked at Andy like she was trying to breathe for the first time.

AMBER

(voice trembling)

Where I grew up… girls weren't seen as people. Just tools. Breeders. Property. I watched boys go to school while I stayed home. Watched girls get married off, then get hit, then cry themselves to sleep—over and over.

She paused, eyes glistening.

AMBER

I ran away. I didn't want to become one of those women. But I was just a girl. I had no money, no voice. Men used me. Molested me. Humiliated me. Over and over until I felt like I didn't exist anymore. Until I stopped feeling anything at all.

Andy's fingers gripped her knees tighter. Jason took Amber's hand.

AMBER

Then your father found me. On the side of the road, broken. He took care of me. He loved me. We built a life. We got married. But the damage… it was already done.

Amber swallowed hard. Her voice cracked.

AMBER

I couldn't have children. My womb was… damaged from what happened. I made peace with it. Or tried to.

Her lips trembled as she smiled weakly.

AMBER

Then… somehow, God gave me a miracle. A baby girl. You.

Andy's breath caught in her throat.

AMBER

And I was terrified.

Jason looked down, shame in his eyes.

AMBER

I couldn't lose you to the same world that broke me. I couldn't watch men destroy you like they destroyed me. So I lied. I stole your truth. I made you into something you weren't.

Her voice shattered.

AMBER

I raised you as a boy, Andy. I gave you the name, the clothes, the hormones… the surgeries. I did it all. Thinking I was protecting you. Thinking I was saving you.

Amber was crying now.

AMBER

But I wasn't saving you. I was burying you. I didn't see how much I was hurting you until it was too late. Until you were gone.

Andy blinked fast, her jaw trembling, eyes red.

AMBER

You're not my son. You were never my son. You are my daughter. My Anna. And I ruined your life trying to protect mine.

She broke completely now, sobbing openly.

AMBER

Please forgive me. I didn't know. I didn't know I was killing the very thing I was trying to save.

Andy stared at her mother, broken but breathing. Her throat tightened, but she didn't look away.

Jason reached over and touched Andy's hand.

JASON

We should've stopped it. I should've fought harder. I was afraid too… and I'm sorry.

Amber reached forward, trembling.

AMBER

Anna… Andy… my love. I just want you to live. As you. Not for me. Not for fear. But for you.

The room fell into stillness.

Amber's voice trembled, her eyes filled with tears. "I'm so sorry," she whispered, her voice breaking. "I never meant for any of this to happen. I was lost... I felt like something dark took over me."

Jason wrapped his arms around her, trying to offer comfort. "It's okay," he murmured, holding her close.

But Andy, feeling a storm of emotions, stood up and approached her mother. She took Amber's hands gently, helping her to her feet. "It's okay, Mom. I forgive you," she said, her voice steady despite the turmoil inside. "I just need you to understand that I want to find myself. I want to live my truth."

Tears streamed down Amber's face as she nodded, her heart breaking. "I just want you to be happy,

Andy took a deep breath, her voice filled with determination. "I am a woman. I know that now. And I want to live my life the way it's meant to be lived. I'm not alone in this. I have Kimberly, and I have all of you."

Kimberly stepped forward, her eyes filled with love and understanding. "Andy, let's take this one step at a time. We're in this together."

Jason stepped forward, his voice thick with emotion. "I'm so sorry, Andy. I should have searched for you. I thought your mother had left me, I never knew she would do this to you. I wish I could have been there for you."

Andy turned to her father, her voice softening. "It's okay, Father. If it weren't for you, I wouldn't be here. Now, I know who I am, and I'm ready to embrace it."

Sophia peeked from upstairs, smiling. "Aww, this is so sweet!"

Laughter filled the room, and Andy, with Kimberly by her side, turned to her parents. "This is the person I want to spend my life with. No matter what, I want to be true to myself."

Amber nodded, her voice filled with unconditional love. "Whatever you choose, my daughter, I will support you. I love you, always."

That Night…

Kimberly and Andy sat together in the cozy room prepared just for them. Laughter echoed between the four walls as they held hands, sharing funny memories and inside jokes only the two of them would understand. It was peaceful—safe.

"I love how today went so smooth," Kimberly said with a smile, "just like the sun above the sky."

Andy chuckled, his thumb brushing gently over her knuckles. "Yeah… If it weren't for you, none of this would've been possible. Thank you—for being by my side. For supporting me. For seeing the real me."

Kimberly leaned over and kissed his cheek softly. "It's fine, my love."

There was a small pause, then she added gently, "So Andy… Sorry—Anna, my love."

Andy smiled with a soft exhale. "Yes, Momma Anna. Let's see how this goes."

"It will go well, honey," she said with confidence. "Now, what does my queen want for dinner?"

Andy pulled her into a hug. "Hmm, I just want you."

Kimberly laughed, trying to wiggle free. "Oh, that's true—I need to help Mom in the kitchen."

She tried to leave, but Andy gently caught her wrist. "But why?"

"Because… she needs it," Kimberly said, giving him a reassuring smile.

Andy sighed playfully. "Okay, baby. I'll meet you at dinner."

Kimberly gave him one last peck on the lips and rushed off, her laughter trailing behind her.

lN THE KITCHEN

The kitchen was glowing with warm light, casting soft shadows on the wooden cabinets and tiled floor. The smell of seasoned stew and fresh herbs lingered in the air.

Amber stood at the stove, slowly stirring a pot. Her eyes were still puffy, but her movements were gentle, careful—like each stir was a prayer.

Kimberly walked in quietly, rubbing her hands on a dish towel. She paused at the doorway, watching Amber for a moment, then stepped forward.

KIMBERLY

(softly)

Smells like comfort in here.

Amber turned her head, startled but softened at the sight of her.

AMBER

I wasn't sure if you'd want to be around me after… everything.

KIMBERLY

(stepping beside her)

I'm here, aren't I?

Amber smiled faintly, then turned back to the pot.

AMBER

Would you mind tasting this? I think I overdid the pepper again.

Kimberly took the spoon, tasted it, and gave a small approving nod.

KIMBERLY

Perfect. Not too much. Not too little. Just enough to keep you curious.

Amber let out a quiet chuckle.

AMBER

That's how she used to describe her favorite songs. "Just enough to keep you curious."

Kimberly smiled, then her expression turned more serious.

KIMBERLY

She talks about you. A lot more than she lets on.

Amber's hands paused over the stove. Her throat tightened.

AMBER

Does she hate me?

KIMBERLY

No.

(sincerely)

She aches for you. There's a difference.

Amber blinked fast, eyes glistening.

Before she could respond, Sophia burst into the kitchen with her phone in hand.

SOPHIA

Okay, so when do we eat? I'm starving and—

(she paused, sensing the heavy mood)

Oops. Did I walk into something sad?

AMBER

No, sweetie. We're just… talking.

SOPHIA

(taking a seat at the counter)

Talking with feelings, huh?

(leans in)

Carry on. I like the drama.

ETHAN stepped in behind her, rolling his eyes.

ETHAN

Don't mind her. She's emotionally nosy.

He walked over and grabbed a glass of water, then looked between Amber and Kimberly.

ETHAN

We all heard what happened earlier. It was… a lot. But, uh—

(awkwardly)

I just wanna say, I think it's brave. Everything that was said. Everything Andy did. All of it.

Amber turned to him slowly, surprised.

AMBER

Thank you, Ethan.

CALEB leaned in from the hallway, arms folded across his chest. He hadn't said much all night, but his voice was clear now.

CALEB

I didn't know Anna, not really. I only saw the photos—the ones you kept hidden in that drawer by the sewing machine. I used to look at them and wonder why there was always this... sadness in your eyes when you talked about her.

Amber's lips parted in shock. She clutched the edge of the counter.

CALEB

Now I get it. You were holding on to someone you weren't allowed to grieve.

Kimberly stepped forward, voice steady.

KIMBERLY

She didn't just grieve. She carried guilt that could've eaten her alive. And still… she found a way to stand here, making dinner for the child she thought she'd lost forever.

SOPHIA

(quietly)

And that child came back.

Amber wiped her eyes, then looked at Kimberly—really looked at her.

AMBER

I owe you… everything.

KIMBERLY

You don't owe me anything. I love her. I love Anna. All I did was stay. You're the one who had the courage to face her today. To admit the truth.

Amber shook her head.

AMBER

No. You brought her back. You gave her something I couldn't. Trust. You reminded her she still had a family. That she was worth loving. You brought my daughter home, and I will never forget that.

Kimberly's expression softened.

KIMBERLY

She's the one who chose to walk through the door, Amber. She's strong like you—even if the world tried to break her. You both survived in your own ways.

ETHAN

(grinning a little)

Well, I don't know about you guys, but I think we should make this a celebration instead of a therapy session. We've got a sister now. And she's kind of a badass.

CALEB

(chuckles)

I think we got a sister and a brother because man, look at her, you won't know she's a lady

AMBER

I hope I can make it up to her, I love her so much

(continue stirring)

INT. GUEST ROOM – NIGHT

The room was dim, lit only by the soft glow of a bedside lamp. The walls were painted a pale lavender, the bed neatly made, a vase of fresh flowers on the nightstand. It felt too gentle. Too quiet. Like it didn't know her.

Andy sat on the edge of the bed, elbows resting on her knees, hands gripping the fabric of her jeans. Her chest rose and fell unevenly, her eyes locked on the floor.

ANDY

(whispering)

You're safe now. You're not hiding anymore.

She swallowed hard, voice barely holding steady.

ANDY

But why does it still hurt?

She stood up, slowly walking to the mirror by the dresser. Her reflection stared back—tired, strong, haunted. A masculine frame, broad shoulders, sharp jaw. But in her eyes… something softer shimmered beneath the weight. Something true.

She touched her chest gently, then her face. Her hand trembled.

ANDY

Is this me? Or just… what they made me?

Silence answered.

She bit her lip, holding back the tears clawing their way up. Her voice broke.

ANDY

I've spent so long trying to be him. Andy, the strong one. The protector. The one who didn't cry.

(pauses)

But I was just a girl… a girl who never got to be.

She sat down at the vanity, heart racing, then looked at herself again. Really looked.

ANDY

You were buried for so long. I was scared to even say your name.

A beat.

ANDY

Anna.

It came out soft. Fragile. But it landed. The name lingered in the air like perfume.

ANDY

Anna…

(soft laugh)

You're still here. After everything. Still breathing. Still fighting. God, I tried so hard to kill you… and you still stayed.

Tears finally fell. She didn't wipe them.

ANDY

You didn't deserve to be silenced. You didn't deserve shame. Or fear. Or lies. You deserved dresses, and scraped knees, and lullabies. You deserved a mother who saw you. A father who held you. You deserved me.

Her voice cracked.

ANDY

So I'm here. I'm done running. I want to know you. I want to live as you.

She stood again, gently removing her hoodie, revealing the rawness underneath—the scars, the muscle, the contradictions. The unfinished masterpiece of a life rewritten by force.

There was a soft knock at the door.

SOPHIA (O.S.)

Hey… Anna?

Anna blinked. Her heart skipped a beat hearing the name again, this time not from herself.

She walked to the door and opened it slowly.

Sophia stood outside with a small smile, dressed in cozy clothes, arms crossed loosely.

SOPHIA

Dinner's ready. Mom made that ginger chicken stuff you liked—well, she thinks you liked it. She kept changing the recipe every five seconds.

Anna chuckled softly, wiping the last traces of tears from her face. Her voice was quiet, but present.

ANNA

Thanks… for calling me that.

Sophia shrugged with a teasing grin.

SOPHIA

Well, it's your name, isn't it?

Anna blinked quickly, caught off guard by the simplicity of it. The acceptance. She smiled—tentative, but real.

ANNA

Yeah… it is.

Sophia stepped closer and tilted her head.

SOPHIA

You okay?

ANNA

No. But maybe that's okay too.

Sophia reached out, touched Anna's hand gently.

SOPHIA

Come on. Ethan and Caleb are already arguing over who makes the best rice, and Mom's yelling at Dad for trying to microwave the salad.

Anna laughed—really laughed—for the first time in what felt like years.

ANNA

Microwaved salad?

SOPHIA

Don't ask. Just come save us.

Anna looked back at the room, then at Sophia.

ANNA

Okay. Let's go.

She stepped out of the room, lighter, her footsteps uncertain but full of something new: hope.

As they walked down the hall together, side by side, Sophia glanced at her and whispered:

SOPHIA

You look beautiful, by the way.

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