Liam's POV
After returning home, I didn't dare leave my room, especially since I could hear Madeline switch on the news; she was right outside.
I felt so empty not being able to see her, more like not having the courage to go outside and face her now that I had invited her to watch me perform at Coachella.
I was too afraid that she would reject the idea because all I have ever done is hurt her and make her hate me.
Sure, that is what I wanted, but, was that what I needed?
If anyone had asked me when I started developing feelings towards Madeline, I didn't have a definite answer, I didn't even know why I liked her.
All I knew was the fact that I definitely felt something for her or was it just familiarity?
I knew her when she was young, involuntarily, always somehow ended up keeping an eye on her in college and now she was my wife, is that why I liked her?
Was it because she knew me way before I was Liam Fernandes?