I'm sorry, Instructor Mu. I know that this is my childishness, but seeing Rong call you daddy really made me insane with jealousy. Seeing how you treat Wang Xia, I couldn't help but feel envious.
I know, I hadn't promised you anything, and this jealousy is inexplicable, but I just can't control my heart.
Maybe, when I first came to the Imperial City, I had already fallen in love with you. Or perhaps even earlier, when you descended from nowhere and saved me from Ye Sheng, I had already fallen for you. Or maybe during the first time you helped me out in the bar, my heart was already attached to you.
But I didn't dare to admit my love. This love came so suddenly, and so heavily that my weak, insecure self didn't dare to touch it.
Instructor Mu, give me a little more time. Maybe one day, I will have the courage to tell you my past. When I have enough courage to show you my bleeding heart, I will accept you.
Even if the truth would make you leave me.
