Chapter 0;" Start from nothing"
When someone asks you about a situation where you saw a person getting beaten up by someone, what would you do? Normally we all answer it by saying we would step in to help that person who was getting beaten up, but would you really do that? Are you able to do that? cause i wasn't, I didn't really care about the kid who was about the same age as me, with dark hair falling down to cover his tired black eyes and wearing a plucked out white shirt, getting beaten up roughly by some adult man, I didn't care about the reason why he was getting beaten up so harshly. The moment i locked eyes with that boy i looked into them for a minute and then i forged ignorance and left the site without helping him.
I know I'm not a good person, I'm worse than many, if I'm asked who i hate the most in this world, my answer would probably be myself.
I'm Im Shua, I'm 18, the age that is said to be the best and the most enjoyable time of your life, but i don't think that saying is for me, I'm an only child, I live with my parents who really love me a lot, but i can compel enough to their love, in the end I'm always hurting them and making them cry, and i hate myself for doing that. I'm a first semester student in a university, those who find themselves odd, are always left behind, just like that i was always alone from elementary school to even now without any friends, I'm like a shadow about which no one cares about, we live with it and never wonder why it's with us similarly no one cared about my existence, and i was pretty much comfortable with things being that way. And i didn't care about the other students either nor was i ever interested in knowing them.
But i guess things never stay the same forever, there was a student whose name would be called every day, but he was never present, but today when professor called out that name there was an answer to it "Present", a deep husky voice. There was no way that i had forgotten that face, i remembered it clearly, it was the same boy from a week ago.
He was giving off the same dark and gloomy vibes, just like me he was sitting alone in the other corner in the back right across me, it was clear that everyone was too afraid to even talk to him