I'm not the friendliest.
I'm llke a beast but the terror in me only grows
The pain I hide, no one knows.
I don't rekindle friendships
I'm no longer kind
I seem like I am
But I don't feel fine.
When asked if I'm okay I answer with a smile
A little lie will last a long while.
Maybe a minute maybe an hour
In this hidden space my pain only towers.
It may be evident, it might not seem clear
Sometimes I just wanna disappear.
So all on my own
All alone. The burden I carry becomes all I know.