Gabriel
"I love you!"
I couldn't hold myself back. The sight and his confession to her made my hands fisted tightly, my knuckles turning white, jaw clenched so tight that I would break my teeth in no moment. My mind went blank when he said those words.
I stumbled ahead, my feet betraying my mind and I directly stombed on Ivan with a tight punch enough to break his nose and bleed! And it worked! Good!
"Ahh" he groaned and fell to the floor.
"Gabriel, keep your hands back!" Sam shouted firmly.
I stood there still, trying to process the events happened past now but the anger raging up in me made my blood boil as hell. A pang of jealousy, possessiveness ran through me.
"Don't you see Sam what he said?"I growled.
I can also see her raging up due to my act.
"Why you always find him as a trouble Gabriel, he just confessed neither he forced me nor did anything wrong" she retorted.
"Should I wait until something bad happens to you?"
"But you have no right to beat him! He did nothing wrong!"
"I may not have any right to beat him but I have all rights over you! You' re only mine! Mine! Mine! Mine! Do you hear that?"I shouted badly.
I am so blind now that I can't even process what I am saying. She scrunched her nose and her eyebrows furrowed. I can see her gritting her teeth.
I fucked up badly now but I just can't stand like pole and see that bastard confessing his feelings to her! My Sam! My only Sam!
I anger fuelled more when she bend down to the floor to help that son of a bitch.
"I am not yours Gabriel, nor anyone's. Do I look like a doll to you. You have no rights on me! You fucking hear me that! I am myself my owner! You fucking don't own me!" She shouted, tears pooling down her cheeks.
Now I regretted my words, guilt washed over me as I didn't even thought before uttering those words. But still I can't see that bastard proposing her!
"Yes you are my doll, my only doll and can't see my doll in anyone 's hands being broken or manipulated"I said softly.
"Doll? Was this our friendship you were talking about? Am I just a another toy to you, huh? And what rights you are talking about ?" She questioned.
I stood there frozen, unable to answer her words. He words made my heart ache, seeing her helping another boy made my mind go sane.
Ivan slowly pulled up with the help of her hands. He brushed his nose with his hands, blood dripping from his nose. Good! I made a bloody proposal for him! He totally deserves that!
"You are insane man! I just confessed but seems like you are totally disturbed by my actions. It's her who will decide whether she will accept me or not!" He said groaning in pain.
"Yes I am disturbed by your act, didn't I warned you stay away from her?"
"Why should I? Is there anything wrong in confessing your love for someone, afterall you are just a friend to her, aren't you?" He said mockingly.
My hand flew again to punch him but Sam glared me back, making me half on my actions. She glanced between both of us. Dried tears forming on her cheeks.
God I made her cry on her birthday but it isn't fully my fault! She doesn't know this man so she trusts him blindly as a friend but I can smell disgust and trouble from him from the very start. And I believe my instincts aren't wrong.
"This is totally disappointing Gabriel. I never thought you would do this, and don't get about what rights on me you are talking about? You did wrong, you re the one at fault. I shall talk to you later" she said turning towards Ivan and grabbing his arm and descending him outside the room with her.
She can't say like that! I would never do such a thing unless and until it's for her! She blamed me, though I totally agree that I messed it up badly. I would have handled this in more calm way. But I can't stand out seeing her with him.
Frustration is all over my head. I am now regretting every word I uttered before to her in anger. I ran my hand into my hairs, unable to think on how to mend this all.
He won! He fucking won from me! He challenged me and lose it over here!
I sat on the leather couch, legs spread wide, unable to bring my sanity back. I closed my eyes, my head fell back.
I did wrong! I shouldn't have been this way. I hurt her. As I closed my eyes her crying face and Ivan's confession is all I could here in my head. I opened my eyes.
I am afraid of things. Afraid that I would the little things that make my life a little more bearable. When dad said to distance myself from her orelse he would look into it personally, which he totally meant it! And I want no trouble for her from my side, especially when it's all because of my dad. "She is our rival's daughter and you shouldn't befriend with her instead you should trick her" is all I heard from him from past days but to be honest from past years he is been repeating this nonsense. I am afraid that my one mistake will lead me to lose my only peace in the shadows. Maybe my dad would hurt, maybe that's why I am too protective and possessive over her. I am to lose her!
When Ivan confessed her, I was afraid that she might accept him or fortunately shouldn't. But I was afraid what if she did! I would lose her all once and can't take that risk. Maybe what I did now was wrong and totally disappointing for her but when it comes to her I barely hold my mind back!
Maybe I am being selfish now but it's all that I could do at that moment. And talking about the rights over her was totally stupid and insane! She was right, she isn't a doll but my one and only doll I crave for! And I would never ever share my dolls. But I have shouldn't said it that way. It's true I don't own her.
I don't own her but she owns me, my mind, my sould, my sanity, my life, my whole system .
God forgive me for hurting also on her birthday. Now, I am regretting over my actions badly.
I really messed up.