"... I wanted to be alone for a moment and sort out my emotions, that's why I asked you to leave. I really didn't mean anything more by it, honest"
So, I told them how I felt and how I viewed their efforts. It also made them feel conflicted that they didn't know what the next step to take was, so they glanced at each other, wondering who had a way to tackle this situation.
"Then, should we leave?" Seo-Jun suddenly spoke up, his question directed at me. "Is that what you truly want? To be alone right now?"
I nodded.
"Will that help you clear your mind?" He added.
"I wish it does." I said to him. "If I'm alone, I might be able to sort out the hectic and conflicting thoughts I'm having right now."