Back when Kivas found out that she was about to experience the third Apotheosis, she was consumed by an unfathomable amount of darkness.
It was a dreadful time, knowing that you're about to experience that very same forced metamorphosis once again.
And even with all of the power and strength she gained this whole time, she couldn't help but fall to the floor in anguish.
The painful realization that despite everything you gained and everything you built...
It all still pale in comparison to the maddening reality of fate and its diligent reapers.
But in that moment of horror, something inside her became a dormant place of solace amidst the tightening darkness.
It was the empty place where her 'anxiety' should be, that somehow prevented the darkness from ever reaching her very core of existence.
This very void in her existence, became the chasm that prevented her dread from reaching her heart.
