Then afterwards, she gradually let go of those things, thinking that her first time was gone, sold for 20,000 yuan.
Perhaps in this lifetime, there's no chance for love again.
She started thinking seriously about ways to act well.
In the future, if faced with big directors who get handsy, holding hands and putting an arm around her waist, as long as it doesn't escalate to sleeping together, it doesn't matter.
She's not some rich heiress, nor does she have any exceptional skills. If she wants to survive in this society, there's no way she can maintain a lofty attitude.
A sycophantic smile was the first skill she learned.
Full of evasive talk, and when she truly couldn't avoid it, she'd pay some models worse off and more desperate than her to turn off the lights and act as her stand-in to sleep with some directors, securing herself some decent roles. This became her second learned skill.
Most of the time, things didn't backfire.
Of course, sometimes they did.
