In a trance, everything from the past was being reviewed. Selyu knew this state. In a translation from Jiuxia, it was mentioned that this phenomenon is called 'life review', where you go over your life before dying, reliving both the good and bad experiences.
Just like the tide, it slowly crept over Selyu, pushing all forgotten memories ashore.
From the day of birth, the world was a hazy gray, until the day Selyu gripped the stone tightly.
She struck the man fiercely, as if striking her own fate. And thus, she opened that door, allowing a madman to barge into this gray world. He found it quite monotonous, and not only suggested growing some greenery but also recommended keeping some fish.
"Life is so grim, you ought to enrich your mental world, wouldn't you agree?"
That's what he said back then.
And so weeds known as Lorenzo Holmes grew all over the gray world, causing the flowers to wilt before they even bloomed...
Ah, even in death, why does my mind become deranged?
