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Chapter 36 - Chapter 36 : The ones who stay

The next afternoon broke with a fragile hush — soft sunlight filtering through pale clouds, the world washed clean yet strangely hollow.

Claire sat on the edge of her bed, her mother's words still echoing in the air.

"You need to stay away from Miko, Claire."

It wasn't a request.

It was a quiet command wrapped in concern… and fear.

"He's not like Randy," her mother had said, folding laundry with slow, precise hands. "He's… different. And you've been through enough."

Claire had fought — at first.

With words edged in disbelief.

"He's my friend. He's never hurt me. Why are you saying this?"

But her mother only shook her head, a sigh trembling between them.

"Because I see how you look when you're with him. And because Randy came to me."

Claire's heart twisted. "Randy… talked to you?"

Her mother nodded, folding a sweater, smoothing every line. "He said you've been tangled in something dangerous. That you're losing yourself in it. And in… him."

The storm of protest surged in Claire's throat — but before it could rise, her mother's voice cut soft but firm.

"I'm not against your friends, Claire. I'm not against Miko. But I'm your mother. And I'm asking you — before you lose yourself again… step back."

Step back.

As if friendship was a cliff edge.

As if standing beside Miko was a fall waiting to happen.

Claire swallowed hard. "And if I don't?"

Her mother met her eyes — gentle, but unwavering.

"Then you'll choose him… over the people who've always loved you."

And that was the blow Claire hadn't braced for.

The fight drained from her like rain slipping from the leaves.

She stared at her mother — at the silent plea behind the steady words.

A plea not to break the fragile bonds that held them together after everything Claire had been through.

And just like that… she stopped fighting.

But when she stepped out into the fading afternoon, a heavier battle waited.

Miko was there — leaning against the gate near the school's edge, hands in his pockets, gaze tracing the sky.

He looked up as she approached.

"Hey." His smile flickered, soft with a quiet warmth.

Claire stopped a few steps away.

For a heartbeat, the world seemed unbearably loud — the hum of cicadas, the wind whispering against the leaves, the soft hush of distant voices.

And Claire felt it.

The weight of words she never wanted to say.

"Miko…"

He tilted his head, waiting — that patient, gentle way only he had.

Claire swallowed, her hands curling slightly at her sides. The words burned.

"I need to ask you something."

Miko gave a small nod. "Anything."

Her throat tightened. "I… need you to stay away from me."

The world seemed to tilt.

Miko blinked — once. Twice.

His voice came low, edged with something sharp beneath the quiet.

"…What?"

Claire forced herself to meet his eyes, though her heart flinched.

"I… My mom asked me. And… Randy."

Miko's expression didn't change.

But the light behind his eyes dimmed — slow, like a candle folding into the dark.

"So… this isn't what you want?"

Claire bit her lip — the ache tearing clean through her.

"I… I want to protect you. I don't want you dragged into this. I… I'm scared if you stay close, you'll get hurt."

For a moment, Miko didn't speak.

The wind stirred faintly between them.

And then — he gave the smallest, softest breath of a laugh.

Not bitter. Not sharp.

But quiet. Almost… sad.

"I see."

Claire stepped forward, her voice trembling. "Miko, I—"

But he shook his head gently.

"No." His smile returned, soft… but hollow. "You don't have to explain."

He looked at her for a long moment — the kind of look that carried every unspoken word in the world.

"I told you once… I'd stand with you."

He gave a small nod, almost like a bow.

"I guess standing back… counts too."

Claire felt her heart crack — the sound of it loud inside her chest.

"Miko, please… this isn't—"

But Miko took a slow step back.

And smiled.

The kind of smile people wear when they know they're losing something… and choose to let it go anyway.

"I get it, Claire."

His voice was soft. Steady.

"You're choosing to protect me."

He gave a quiet exhale, a hand raking through his hair.

"Guess I'll protect you too… in my own way."

And with that, he turned — the fading sun casting long shadows behind him as he walked away.

Claire stood frozen — the air around her ringing with everything she couldn't say.

And in the hush that followed, she wondered…

Had she just saved him?

Or had she just broken something neither of them could fix?

Behind her, the clouds gathered again — low and gray and full of silent storms.

And Claire realized…

Some goodbyes don't come with slammed doors or shouted words.

Some come quietly.

With a promise never spoken.

And a heart left standing in the rain.

The evening wind brushed soft against the pavement as Claire walked toward the quiet bench near the school gates — a place she hadn't meant to stop, but her heart somehow led her there.

And waiting, as if she'd known Claire would come, was Vienna.

She stood beneath the soft gold of the fading sky, arms crossed lightly, her expression unreadable. The breeze played with the edge of her skirt, the last glow of sun catching the quiet sheen in her eyes.

"Claire."

Vienna's voice came soft — but not soft enough to hide the weight it carried.

Claire paused, her heart sinking.

Vienna gave her a long look. "I saw you… with Miko. And then I saw you send him away."

Claire's throat tightened. "Vienna… it's not like that—"

Vienna shook her head gently, stepping closer. "You don't have to explain. I know how this works."

Claire blinked. "…What?"

Vienna's eyes softened, but didn't lose their sharpness. "When you feel like the world's falling apart, you do anything to keep the people you care about safe — even if it means hurting them first."

She paused, her voice lowering. "I know, because I've done the same."

Claire swallowed hard. The sting of those words cutting closer than she'd expected.

Vienna exhaled slowly. "But Claire… think about this before you push him too far away."

Claire met her gaze, struggling for words. "It's not just about me. My mom… she asked me. She's worried. And Randy…"

Vienna gave a soft, knowing smile — almost sad.

"Randy's family helped you when no one else did. I know. You don't have to tell me." She stepped closer. "And your mom wants you with someone who seems safe. Who's always been there… like Randy."

Claire lowered her eyes. The ache of it — the truth of it — pulsed deep in her chest.

Vienna's voice softened, almost a whisper. "But… does that mean you have to give up the person who never asked for anything except to stand beside you?"

Claire looked up, her breath catching.

Vienna's eyes glimmered in the soft dusk. "Miko never saved you because he wanted you to owe him. He never stayed because someone told him to." She tilted her head slightly. "He stood with you because he saw you — even when you felt invisible."

Claire's heart twisted.

Vienna gave a soft sigh. "I know Randy means a lot. And I know you feel you owe him… maybe even owe his family." Her voice dropped, gentle but edged with truth. "But don't turn gratitude into a chain."

Claire stared — the words slicing deep through every quiet fear she'd locked away.

Vienna's eyes never left hers. "You don't have to choose who you're supposed to love based on who helped you first… or who your family expects."

She smiled — faint, almost wistful. "Sometimes… the person who saves you isn't the one who fought your battles."

Claire's lips parted — the weight of every silent question pressing on her chest.

Vienna touched her arm lightly. "Sometimes… it's the one who simply refused to leave your side when you couldn't stand."

The silence settled like a hush of wind between them.

Claire swallowed — her voice barely a whisper. "…What if I already hurt him too much?"

Vienna's smile deepened, soft but sure. "Then you'll find out if he meant it… when he said he'd stand by you."

Claire closed her eyes — the ache of it flooding through her like a silent storm.

Because Vienna wasn't talking about hope.

She was talking about truth.

And Claire knew…

Sometimes, loyalty wasn't about who held your hand first.

But about who never let it go — even when you tried to push them away.

The sky darkened softly above them, the wind brushing like a quiet promise.

And for the first time that day… Claire let herself breathe.

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