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Chapter 5 - Chapter Five:Somewhere Outside the Suit

The weekend came like a hush.

Lila slept in for the first time in what felt like months. No bakery shifts. No interviews. Just the rare stillness of a Saturday morning curled in warm sheets with no alarms.

She brewed her favorite cinnamon coffee, wrapped herself in an oversized cardigan, and curled up by the window with her journal open and untouched on her lap. Downtown LA blinked awake beneath her—trains, traffic, rooftops.

And yet her mind returned to one thing.

Not the role.

Not the spreadsheets or morning briefings.

Just a scent.

That scent.

She tried to shake it. Focus on her to-do list: groceries, dry cleaning, pick up that beige coat she'd eyed at the boutique down the block.

But the memory drifted back—his voice, low and even; the way he'd looked at her the first day like she'd brushed against something he was used to keeping sealed off.

"Why is it always the things we can't name that stay with us the longest?" she muttered under her breath.

Later that day, she met Piper for tacos in Silver Lake, where they sat under string lights and spilled hot sauce on their napkins.

"So... Vale," Piper grinned, sipping a pineapple margarita. "Did he look like someone who smells like that?"

Lila gave her a warning glare. "I'm not having this conversation."

"Why? Did he disappoint?"

"Piper."

"Okay, okay. No more Rowan talk." Pause. "But if you had to assign him a fictional villain-turned-lover archetype…"

Lila laughed despite herself and shoved a tortilla chip in her mouth. And yet, her thoughts lingered long after the margaritas were gone.

Rowan Vale was not just a distraction.

He was the reason she couldn't forget.

---

Monday arrived in crisp slacks and a quickened pulse.

Lila stood in front of her mirror adjusting the beige coat she'd splurged on—elegant, structured, with soft gold buttons that caught the morning light. Beneath it, she wore a cream blouse with a delicate bow at the collar and tailored black trousers. Her hair was twisted up neatly, a pair of small pearl studs on her ears, lips tinted a soft rose.

The scent she wore today was subtle—white florals and cedarwood. Clean. Composed.

She stepped into Vale with her badge clipped, posture upright.

Dani greeted her with a fast coffee and a rushed apology about morning meetings, and Lila slid back into the rhythm with more confidence than the week before.

Emails, data sets, team tasks.

She moved like she belonged now.

No whispers. No flinching.

Still no direct interaction with Rowan.

But the difference this time?

She didn't flinch when she passed his office.

She didn't tense when she smelled the cologne near the boardroom doors.

She simply moved.

Forward.

---

By noon, Lila had cleared two reports and updated one internal deck for the strategy team—each task carried out with silent focus and the hum of soft jazz in her earbuds. Dani had checked in once, then disappeared into a meeting storm, leaving Lila to hold her own in a sea of experts.

A small triumph.

She was about to stretch when a knock at her desk snapped her upright.

A junior associate, maybe early thirties, slim build and sharp smile, stood holding a folder.

"Morning. Rowan asked this be relayed to you directly," he said casually.

Lila blinked. "To me?"

He handed over the thick cream folder. "Welcome to the Vale rotation," he added with a smirk before walking off.

Lila sat slowly, flipping the folder open. It was a proposal for an in-house innovation project—dense, confidential, and layered with handwritten notes in black ink that trailed into bold suggestions and sharp cross-outs.

His handwriting.

Clean. Purposeful.

Unmistakably his.

Across the top: Review. Add insights. Return to my office by end of day. – RV

She swallowed.

There were no pleasantries. No greetings. Just a challenge hidden inside an assignment.

She didn't smile, but she felt her mouth curve slightly as she whispered, "Okay then."

---

For the next two hours, Lila immersed herself in the document.

Every note Rowan had written was sharp, direct, methodical. But what fascinated her most was what he didn't write—certain pauses in commentary that felt deliberate, as though he wanted her to think, not just comply.

And so she did.

She pulled insights from angles she'd picked up in grad school, merged them with trends she'd studied in downtime, and challenged one of his assumptions—carefully, respectfully, but boldly.

When she printed her version and clipped the revised notes to the original, her hands didn't tremble.

Not this time.

---

By 4:47 p.m., she stood outside his office.

The door was half-closed, quiet inside.

She knocked twice, soft but steady.

A pause.

"Come in."

She stepped inside.

Rowan looked up from his monitor, sharp in a slate-gray dress shirt, sleeves buttoned this time, jaw tense as always.

"Miss Penrose," he said.

"Mr. Vale," she replied, walking forward and setting the file gently on his desk. "As requested."

Their eyes held for a second too long.

"Did you find it manageable?"

Lila nodded. "Challenging. But not uncrackable."

He blinked, and she thought—just for a second—his lip curved upward.

"Noted."

She turned to leave, but his voice stopped her.

"Good work."

Two words. Neutral. Almost dry.

But her chest swelled anyway.

"Thank you," she said, and walked out, heels steady.

---

The office door clicked shut behind her, and silence returned like a tide.

Rowan sat still for a beat, eyes on the cream folder that now sat at the edge of his desk—where her fingers had touched.

Lila Penrose.

He remembered the name the moment it hit his inbox weeks ago. A late-night read through hundreds of profiles. Her application had been tucked between Ivy Leaguers and second-generation industry candidates—yet something in her tone, her restraint, had made him stop.

He hadn't expected her to look the way she did. Or move the way she did.

He definitely hadn't expected her scent to carry that subtle hint of soft rebellion.

Rowan finally pulled the folder toward him.

Her notes weren't impressive.

They were insightful.

Clean logic, measured analysis. And then—one sentence that challenged his assumption about a projected acquisition timeline. She had circled the word "aggressive" in his notes and countered with a quieter, smarter option. No arrogance. No pretense.

Just data. And poise.

He leaned back in his chair, fingers tapping once against the folder's spine.

She didn't try to impress him.

She simply knew what she was doing.

And that, more than anything, was dangerous.

Rowan Vale had built his empire by knowing exactly how to separate personal intrigue from professional gain. Emotions were edges—distractions—one slip from disrupting the structure he spent years reinforcing.

But Lila...

She hadn't even spoken more than a dozen words directly to him, and somehow, her presence still lingered in the corners of his focus.

He stood abruptly, moved to the window, and looked down at the glowing sprawl of Los Angeles below. His reflection stared back at him in the glass—sharp jawline, sunken hazel eyes, and not a single emotion betrayed.

He'd seen ambition before.

He'd mentored excellence.

But this?

This felt like trouble wrapped in silk and intellect.

Rowan let out a quiet breath and turned back toward his desk.

He slid the folder into the top drawer and shut it with a click.

Not now.

---

Rowan Vale didn't believe in unpredictability.

He had built his life like he built his business: strategic, clean, with no room for chaos.

His mornings began at 5:30 a.m. sharp. Cold shower. Double espresso. 32 minutes at the gym. Suited and seated behind his desk by 7:15, long before the city began to wake.

His calendar was color-coded. His communication clipped. No gossip. No parties. No softness.

He didn't date within his companies. He didn't date much at all. Everything personal was compartmentalized, placed in neat boxes in the back of his mind—closed with locks forged from discipline.

Because discipline was what separated him from his past.

From the boy raised by a father who burned through money and women with equal disregard.

From the headlines he never gave them the chance to write.

So when Rowan felt the unmistakable pull of something he hadn't planned—a scent, a glance, a sentence circled in red pen—it wasn't curiosity that twisted in his chest.

It was warning.

Lila Penrose, he had decided on her first day, was to remain one thing: untouchable.

She'd been brought in for her potential. Her mind. Her tenacity. The rest? Not his concern.

Not his business.

Even if her silence echoed a little longer than it should have when she left a room.

Even if her handwriting still lived in his mind as he drove home with the city buzzing around him like static.

Even if her name had started to show up in his thoughts without permission.

That was his problem.

Not hers.

So the next morning, when he passed her in the hallway—her eyes catching his just long enough to nod, professional, reserved—he nodded back.

Unmoved.

Unshaken.

And still very much aware of the distance he had no intention of closing.

Yet.

---

"You're tense," Nico said, tossing a file onto Rowan's desk without knocking.

Rowan didn't look up. "I'm always tense."

"Yeah, but usually it's the elegant, brooding kind. Right now? You're radiating... repressed chaos."

Rowan flipped the folder open with measured calm. "Get to the point."

Nico stepped further in, eyes scanning the large window view behind Rowan, then settling on the untouched coffee cup near his hand.

"That new hire—Penrose."

Rowan didn't blink. "What about her?"

Nico grinned. "She's sharp. I glanced at the updated proposal she worked on for your pilot project. It's rare you hand off that kind of thing to someone new."

"She handled it well."

"You didn't give that to her because she's capable," Nico said, voice dropping just enough to cut beneath the surface. "You gave it to her because something about her is... unfamiliar to you. And you don't like unfamiliar."

Rowan's eyes flicked up. Cold. Steady.

"She's a recent hire," he said evenly. "Not a narrative."

"Maybe. But you looked at her," Nico continued. "That day in the lobby. Just for a second. I know that look, Vale. I invented it."

Rowan stood slowly, walked to the far cabinet, and poured himself a glass of water—silent, unbothered.

When he turned back, his voice was smooth marble.

"Even if you're right—which you're not—do you really think I'd let a distraction compromise what I've built?"

Nico shrugged. "Not consciously. But the subconscious doesn't sign NDAs, Rowan."

He turned to leave, pausing in the doorway.

"I like her. Not in a me way—though, wow—but in a 'this company needs more like her' way. Don't make her small because she makes you feel... something."

Rowan didn't answer.

The door clicked shut behind him, and the silence felt heavier this time.

He stared at the folder on his desk.

Lila's notes. Her reasoning. The place where her margin comment disagreed with his.

His jaw flexed.

Unmoved.

Unshaken.

And yet, somewhere far beneath all of it...

Cracked.

---

Lila didn't notice the shift in Rowan's eyes.

She didn't see how his tone grew more clipped in meetings when she spoke with ease.

She didn't catch the way others watched him watch her—not with interest, but with calculation.

To her, the company felt like a quiet beast—structured, powerful, and strangely cold.

She was too focused on keeping her head above water to analyze undercurrents.

Emails stacked up. Deadlines loomed. And Rowan Vale? He was still a fortress—precise, unreadable, the walking embodiment of professionalism.

If he held her gaze a little longer during Monday's debrief, she assumed it was scrutiny.

If he handed her a more complicated task than expected, she called it a test.

But behind closed doors, eyes followed her. Conversations paused when she passed. And Rowan?

He started keeping his distance—not out of dismissal, but defense.

Because the closer she stepped toward the storm she didn't know she was in...

…the more likely he was to lose control of it.

---

Rowan sat alone in the glass conference room, the city's dusk bleeding into the skyline behind him.

He'd dismissed the team early.

The reports were finished. The projections reviewed. Lila's latest insight—again—flawless.

And that was the problem.

She wasn't just efficient. She wasn't just smart.

She had that rare quality: the kind that didn't try to take up space, but somehow owned it anyway.

It was unnerving.

He pinched the bridge of his nose, leaning back, the leather chair creaking faintly beneath him.

He had seen empires fall over less. Men who traded logic for longing. Leaders who let whispers of affection slide under the boardroom door.

That wouldn't be him.

He had lines. Rules. Systems.

And yet…

Her laugh had echoed earlier—too brief, too bright—in the hallway with Dani. He hadn't meant to listen. But it stopped him mid-sentence.

Not the sound.

The feeling.

Like a window cracking open in a soundproof room.

He hated that he noticed it.

He hated more that he remembered it now.

Rowan's jaw tensed.

There was nothing between them. Nothing real.

But the silence between them wasn't empty anymore.

It had weight.

It had shape.

And he knew—if he let it grow—there would come a day when even his discipline wouldn't save him from it.

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